“Psy-Ops”
is a global covert operation for the purpose of Conquering The Mind
of Humanity through Psychological Division. Since the foundation of
the Human Race is based on the manner in which we “emotionally
think”, that is the ultimate target of control or domination. In a
word, Mankind has always been enslaved by its “passions” or
“emotions”. It is this area wherein lies “The Dark Ages” –
regardless of any and all technological advancements. No matter what
Mankind technologically may discover, it will be turned against the
common man as a weapon of mass destruction and/or a means of control.
Just
because humans have found a way to be free in physical movement;
i.e., choosing to travel from Point A to Point B by a variety of
technological means of transportation, that does not mean that people
are free. In some parts of the human world, there is the freedom to
choose a career that one prefers over another or to amass great
material possessions. But, that does not mean that one is free,
psychologically. Material gain or loss is irrelevant to the
psychological state of clarity or the lack thereof.
The
mind is an “emotional” measuring instrument. It “emotionally”
compares itself to others in order to seek a sense of “self-worth”,
emotionally speaking. It is this “emotional” self-measurement
that establishes an “Ego”, which is a self-centered, isolating
operation of the psyche. Humanity has deliberately never thoroughly
studied and understood this particular aspect of itself. The “Ego”
is a creature that totally depends on maintaining ignorance about
exactly what it is. For, the moment that it completely understands
what it is, “It” ends – “Darkness” ends – “Inequality”
ends. “Ego” IS DISORDER/DISHARMONY/SUFFERING! The only thing it
cares about is “CONTROL” or “DOMINATION”, no matter what the
cost. And, that is why the “Ego” has played havoc on the Human
Race for its entire history of existence. “Ego” would rather
annihilate the world, and every single creature in it, than to give
up its strangle-hold of dictatorship. It would rather rule in
ignorance than to live in a blissful world where there is no
“Ego”.
This
“Ego” is a byproduct of a broken psyche.
“Ego”
uses language as a means of cloaking what it is actually doing. “Ego”
is in a perpetual state of hiding from seeing its true nature. The
only way that it can do that is by playing deceptive
word games in order to trick itself and others into
thinking whatever it desires reality to be. Whatever the “Ego”
does to others it must do to itself, first. To lie to others, it must
first lie directly to itself. To control or dominate others, it must
first control and dominate its own feelings and thoughts. The flaw in
this operation is that a thing cannot control something that it does
not actually understand. Since the “Ego” is a byproduct of
self-ignorance, which means that it is ignoring certain truths and
limitations about its nature, whatever it ignores ends up being its
downfall. Ergo, the “Ego” is trying to overthrow itself in order
to be in control of itself, which has historically destroyed every
human civilization. The “Ego” is limited to ignorantly destroying
whatever it builds. It wipes its memory of previous failed
civilizations by burying the past. It pretends like what it has
buried will not be repeated. Then it rebuilds another doomsday
machine. But, it promotes it as being “A New Hope For The Future”.
The thing about that concept of “The Future” is that it can never
arrive. There is only each present moment, which thought, then,
remembers and seeks to edit the past memories and project them into
the next phantom called, “The Future”. But what arrives is “The
Past”, which is doom, annihilation. Every “Egotistical Leader”
has made promises of ushering in a “New Age”. But, they all end
up being the same disaster. So the “Future Hope of Salvation” IS
the seed of the next downfall of the current civilization.
How
Can An Ignorant Entity Save Itself Or Others Through Its Ignorance?
If you
use the same ingredients, wont the outcome always be the same thing?
Since “ignorance” is the key
ingredient throughout human history, wont the same result be what has
happened to every failed previous human civilization – which was
doom via warfare? War is born out of propaganda. Propaganda inspires
false hope for the future. And looking back on history, every
“future” ended up being the downfall of what the “Ego” had
built up.
The
“Egotistical” part of human consciousness is always mechanically
chasing after its own tail and all the while pretending that it is
doing something else that is “new” and “secure”, which always
turns out to be false. Yet each arising generation of “Ego-Driven”
fearful people buys into the same “bill of goods” – expecting
something completely different and wonderful. It doesn't even bother
people to know that their method of saving people from living in fear
is neurotic, insane.
Our
“Ego” just calls “madness” by another emotional word called
“hope” and then takes
emotional comfort in its ignorance. Yet, ever expecting a bright and
cheerful ending. It's like the lyrics to an old rock song that says,
“...Carry on our wayward son. There will
be peace when you are done. Lay your weary head to rest. Don't you
cry no more...” However, there is never peace after war.
It's just that the technique of war merely shifts over to covert
or secret warfare where it goes undetected by the ignorant
who don't want to see what's really going on. And, it is that “not
wanting to see things as they are” that ushers in the
next tragedy that humanity weeps over. Then, the “Egotistical Game
of Self-Ignorance” gets reset to do it all over again, and again
and again – until the natural resources can no longer sustain this
stupid emotional game. Then, annihilation ensues. The next generation
rebuilds with the same “ignorant formula” concocted by the “Ego”,
which is a child of ignorance that wants to rule the world and never
can. It can only destroy it while promising so-called “happiness”.
All the “Ego” can deliver is doom! Why?
The
“Ego” is made out of the “Past” The “Past” is the
“Memory” of emotional experiences of which it measures its self
worth. It's self-worth is based on the “Ego's” DESIRE TO GO
BEYOND ITSELF – ITS LIMITATIONS. Its inherent limitation is that it
cannot go beyond itself by using itself, which is nothing but
emotional words that oppose anything about itself that it does not
want to be true. If it is afraid, it takes shelter in an emotional
words called “bravery”. All of the emotional language is there
for the single purpose of self-deception. The “Ego” is the
emotional movement to run away from itself or to avoid Observing Its
Original Thoughts and Feelings. It does this by substituting
emotional language that is the direct opposite of its Original
Thoughts/Feelings. This is what “Self-Control” is all about.
However, this so-called “control” is an illusion that always
evaporates. And thereby, reveals all that was hidden –
PSYCHOLOGICAL PAIN of the truth that it is limited and cannot “BECOME
UNLIMITED” no matter what it does.
The
“emotional memory” can do nothing but expand itself or inflate
itself. But no amount of expansion or inflation can make it COMPLETE,
WHOLE or UNLIMITED, which is, after all, what the “Ego” truly
wants. But it can never be “unlimited”. It is this main Truth
that is responsible for the dire feeling of “loneliness”,
“sorrow”, “emptiness”, “anger”, “self-loathing”,
“greed”, “envy”, “a total lack of REAL LOVE”. The “Ego's
love”, is merely sensationalism magnified into being something
sacred or precious. It is the flip side of “sorrow”. The “Ego”
is a two-faced emotional coin. It is 1 thing that misrepresents
itself as being 2 different things that are not related. The “Tails
Side of The Psychological Coin” divided itself by painting a
different image or face. Then, the 2 faces battle each other to the
death. One side pretends that once it prevails, that it can exist
without the other side of itself. If you chop a body in half, both
halves die. So when the “Ego” wages war against itself, the
so-called “Winner” IS the “Loser” at the same time. That is
why a mind that lacks clarity about its nature is doomed no matter
how powerful it pretends to be.
Every
structure has a foundation. A tree began with a seed which grew into
a root from which sprouted a tree trunk which beget branches and
leaves. The biological structure of a human being is rooted in it
state of mind. If that mind is divided or fragmented, then its
biological nature shall disintegrate, as well. That is The Natural
Law Of Consequences established by The Source of All Energy In Life
itself. No one can override The Natural Law Of Consequences no matter
your station in life. The Natural Law Of Consequences is THE TRUTH!
No person is in charge of it. Either one can align themselves with
The Natural Law Of Consequences or try to oppose THE LAW!. Every
human civilization has chosen to oppose THE LAW and invent its
“fragmented feeble body of laws” to replace THE LAW. This why
every single civilization erected by the “Ego” has miserably
failed time after time. And, it always will fail no matter how
forcefully the “Will of The Ego” tries to prevail. It cannot
prevail because the “Ego” is innately limited. Whereas, The
Natural Law Of Consequences IS THE SOURCE OF ALL ENERGY, which imbues
all living things, including The Atom.
The
Atom is the basic structure of all of reality. The rule is that The
Atom is Neutral or Zero that is a byproduct of EQUAL OPPOSITE FORMS
OF ENERGY – an Electron and a Proton. These opposite forms of
energy must always be equal in order for the fabric of all matter to
integrate and exist. If this balance between the oppose basic forms
of energy is disturbed, then The Atomic Structure of Reality will
DISINTEGRATE or cease to exist, period. That is The Natural Law Of
Consequences.
How
does THIS LAW relate to Humanity?
Human
beings would like to think that they are superior simply because they
have the ability to build things unlike other creatures. However,
this ability is completely irrelevant to our essence. In essence, we
are no different than anything else because we are made out of Atoms.
That means we require THE ENERGY OF LIFE or else we are dead just
like any other creature in existence. Energy is the same for
everything. Energy may take different forms based on its DNA or
genetic make-up. But, the shape or form of a thing does not determine
its essence. Its essence is not its DNA, as scientist would like you
to falsely believe. No! The essence of all things is PURE ATOMIC
ENERGY, which comes down to THE ATOM itself. If that structure's
balance is breached, then that breach determines the fate of that
life form, period.
Why
does this matter, you might wonder?
Simple...
It matters because the “Ego”, which is pretending to run and
control all of reality is also energy. Without energy, the “Ego”
cannot exist, either. All energy is based on THE BALANCE OF OPPOSITE
EXPRESSIONS OF ENERGY.
Now it
is obvious that the root or foundation of the human physical body is
its brain. The brain holds all of your thoughts and feelings. The
brain requires its memory in order to measure and determine for its
physical safety that which is safe to allow to absorb and that which
is is harmful to absorb – that is the delicate balance of the
opposites on a physical or biological level.
However,
humans have another level of existence that causes an abnormality. An
abnormality is anything that violates or disturbs THE NATURAL BALANCE
OR ORDER. This is where humanity has consistently dropped the ball,
metaphorically speaking. In other words, the Human species has
remained ignorant and in the dark about its “Emotional Memory”.
The “Ego” is made out of pure emotion, which is a form of energy.
And, just like The Atom which comprises opposite forms of energy
called, “Electrons” & “Protons” that must be equal so
that they neutralize each other so that they produce CREATIVE ENERGY;
the “Ego” has chosen to magnify one half of its “Emotional
Expression” and cover up, lock away any “Emotional Express” it
dislikes and does not wish to acknowledge or study. In other words,
the “Ego” is product of inward division based on favoring one
side of its thoughts and feelings over another. By refusing to be in
touch with ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS EQUALLY (and thereby
neutralizing these opposite emotional expressions), it has caused a
split or division or fragmentation within its energy field. That gave
rise to a dualistic persona known as the “Ego” (which has cloaked
itself in various names like, “the soul”, “the Atman”, “the
higher self”, “God”, “Devil”, etc.). The opposing emotional
expressions seek to overthrow each other and stupidly believes that
one emotional expression of energy can exist without its other half.
It pretends to not be related to the emotional side that it has
disowned or disassociated itself. This is an impossibility, of
course. Simply because the essence of a thing ceases to exist if it
disintegrates. Division IS Disintegration which results in
extinction, period. This is based on The Natural Law of Energy which
produces the consequences of that form of energy.
What
we are saying is simply this...
When
the mind chooses to promote one side of its emotional self and
suppress or lock away its side that it prefers did not exist, then
the whole mind is in a state of disintegration. The brain which is
the biological container of the mind that is split must follow suit.
If the mind is disintegrating then that vibration sets the course of
every biological cell in its body to do the same. Ergo, a foundation
that is divided against itself CANNOT support its biological
structure, as well. Physical security in this world is totally based
on the condition of the mind. If the mind refuses to HOLISTICALLY
OBSERVE ITSELF, then it must divide itself and fight itself and it is
incapable of supporting biological stability. That is THE LAW OF
FATE.
The
mind of Humanity has been conditioned or trained to emotionally take
sides. That is what sports is based on. You pick a side to
emotionally identify with. If the side you have chosen loses, then
you feel worthless. If it wins you feel powerful. When the mind
habitually does a wrong thing for a very long time, it begins to
think that it is OK and even necessary. It has become warped and
lost. But, it defends its operation without knowing that it is
self-destructive. Anything that tries to tell it that it is
malfunctioning is viewed as being evil and to disregard any warning
of danger. It prefers to think or blindly believe that conflict IS
the answer that will save us from ourselves. That way of thinking has
produced generations of unnatural humans who's energy has been turned
in on itself. It is oblivious to the fact that all of the emotional
sorrow that it feels is coming from what it is doing every second of
its existence. It is CHOOSING to consciously favor certain thoughts
and feelings over others. But, subconsciously the rejected thoughts
and feelings are fighting against its conscious chooses or
preferences. In other words, the “conscious” is at odds with its
own “subconscious”. The word subconscious, simply means that
which is secret or hidden behind something else. Every emotional
choice has behind it an opposing choice that is opposing itself.
That
is what happens when the total emotional mind does not want t see
itself completely. Choice IS the cause of all human pain and
suffering in the world. It is the foundation of every physical attack
in our lives. Each mind is causing its own physical or outer fate or
consequences. When we believe in anything, we are blinding the mind
against seeing itself. Belief is a substitute for actual
self-observation. If you see a fact then that seeing is not in
opposition to what it is seeing. Therefore, all facts get
neutralized, naturally and peacefully. But, when the mind emotionally
avoids observing its thoughts and feelings, it erects a false vision
called, “belief”. It tells itself that everything will be find if
I continue to “believe” in a comforting lie that opposes the
painful truth that I don't want to be true. This destroys the
integrity of balance and wholeness in the mind and that is the
Ultimate Crime against Humanity.
Humans
are brainwashed or programmed robotic mental entities running around
seeking success on the material level. They desire to build grand
materialistic structures like skyscrapers. They are preoccupied with
the building and how beautiful it looks. They overlook the value of
having a sound and whole foundation. The “Ego” believes that the
building is everything and all powerful. It does not care at all
about the quality of the foundation that must support this
magnificent building. Material success is “the building”. Whether
or not the emotional mind is WHOLE or “fragmented” is the very
foundation of this building of material success or security. There
can be no physical security so long as the emotional mind is in the
dark about PSYCHOLOGICAL CHOICE, which is a lie. The moment the
emotional mind chooses, it loses balance and well-being. That is The
Natural Law of Energy.
We
have spent all of our energy on running after material security. We
have assumed that going to churches or temples and praying to ones
emotional self is a solid foundation. THAT IS THE GREAT LIE! The
“Lie” that has shaped every human civilization that is destined
to fall apart because it violates THE NATURAL LAW OF CONSEQUENCES.
ENERGY MUST BE BALANCED OR DISINTEGRATION IS INEVITABLE. There is no
getting around that fact. Facts cannot be argued with. To argue with
facts is insane. The facts will always prevail. The facts are the
essence of PURE ENERGY.
Here
is a fact. The human mind can only manipulate the various expressions
of Energy. However, the Human mind can NEVER EVER MAKE ENERGY ITSELF!
The Source of Energy is Nothingness. This is why the basic material
of life is The Atom. The Atom is NEUTRAL which is Zero or Nothing! So
when to equivalent opposite forms of energy come together, they
neutralize each other. If the mind gives equal attention to its
opposite expressions of thought and emotion, they it is that TOTAL
AWARENESS or OBSERVATION OF ITS UPBEAT AND DOWNBEAT THOUGHTS AND
FEELINGS THAT ENDS DISHARMONY BETWEEN THEM.
The
mind bases its “friends” & “foes” on its own internal
prejudices. When our mind plays a game of favoritism within itself,
it seeks external support from the people we associate with. The mind
that has decided to pick-and-choose parts of its emotional self that
it will puff up or magnify, then simultaneously the rejected thoughts
and emotions are suppressed into the background of the mind called,
the “subconscious”. The “conscious” mind seeks so-called
“friends” that will support your campaign to blind yourself to
any unpleasant thoughts or feelings you don't want to face or
acknowledge. But, anyone who exposes any disturbing thoughts and
feelings is viewed as being “the enemy”, so far as the upper
level of the conscious mind is concerned. Whereas, behind that false
veil are your true or original buried thoughts and feelings that
attracts the “foes” to its “conscious” mind. The “conscious”
mind is a facade or mask whose purpose is to conceal the minds true
face (true thoughts and feelings) better known as the “subconscious”
mind.
There
are two fundamental expressions of the mind: The Obvious/Overt and
The
Hidden/Covert. All human cultures have different variations of
this two-part expression. In all organizations, institutions,
governments or any organized group, there is a “front” or “mask”
that HIDES any ugly activities. It is based on the mind's setup of
“conscious/respectable mask” and “subconscious/ugliness”. It
brings to mind the Halloween game of wearing masks and pretending. It
is a secret psy-ops mind training for children. It teaches kids to
think that pretending to be something different and covering up your
original appearance is a “good” and “fun” activity. So
gradually as a child grows up, he or she is wearing a psychological
false mask to obtain a job or get married or get chosen in just about
any competition. It's all about faking your way through life until
you get caught being a fake. Then you are condemned and humiliated by
your peers (who are doing the same thing but just haven't gotten
caught yet). Society likes to ridicule you when you get caught so
that they can all pretend like they aren't guilty of the same
behavior and thinking.
The
human mind is dualistic and hypocritical because it disapproves of
“Obvious Cruelty” but approves of “Concealed or Secret
Cruelty”. This is why news reports subtly guide us to disapprove of
assaulting a child's body. But, when we teach a child to suppress
so-called negative thoughts and feelings and promote his positive
thoughts and feelings; we choose not to see that we are teaching the
child to divide his/her mind. Division in the mind means a mind is at
odds within itself. In other words, the mind is fighting against
itself – choosing one side of its consciousness over the other.
Then the child is instructed to think that this is what “goodness”
or “morality” means. The child has been setup to secretly hurt
himself or herself, while thinking that it is doing the right thing.
This is covert psychological warfare, which is subtle and hard to
detect or understand. And because it is stealthy, the average person
chooses to ignore the fact that the long-term effects are
destructive. It imprisons the mind to not be free to Holistically be
Aware of its TOTAL MIND, which means that it cannot be free to
unconditionally Love itself and others.
The
mind can be either broken or whole, but it cannot be both. When the
mind uses relationships with others in order to comfort itself and
avoid being in touch with qualities of itself that are disturbing,
then it is a broken or divided mind, which is at war within itself.
Such a mind lacks integrity and virtue. But when a mind seeks to
understand and learn about its true nature by watching ALL of its
responses in relationship with others, then such a mind is free from
internal adversity and is, therefore, peacefully creative and
benevolent. This mind is whole and never feels lonely or greedy to
want to become more than it is. It simply learns from what it is from
moment to moment. There's no movement away from whatever it feels. It
does not even classify its thoughts and feelings as neither “good”
or “bad”. They are ALL MERELY EXPRESSIONS OF MENTAL ENERGY. Just
like the expression of Daytime is opposite of the expression of
Nighttime, they both have an equal place in reality. Neither is
“good” or “bad”. They are just two opposite types of
expressions of energy.
You
can see the obvious disharmony and imbalance in the opposite
expression of male and female genders. The “male” or “patriarchy”
has falsely placed itself in a “higher” status to dominate the
“female”. They have made up the lie that the so-called “creator”
or “God” is a “male” figure. In certain ancient cultures the
“female” was the dictator so they proclaimed that the “creator”
was a “Goddess”. The human mind is wrong in both cases. The
problem with humans is that they are stuck in the falseness of rulers
and masters or mistresses. That is because in the consciousness there
is a restless struggle to overthrow on emotional expression of
itself. Because the human mind is still primitive and fragmented, it
cannot comprehend cooperation, balance or harmony. In biology there
must be balance. It takes 22 male chromosomes plus 22 female
chromosomes to produce a human being. Do you notice there is no
unequal dominance of the opposite genders. The imbalance only takes
place in the emotional realm. That is where things go horribly wrong
and inequality arises.
Humanity
systematically destroys the balance in the physical world because it
is malfunctioning in the psychological area. We know for a fact that
all material energy is put together by Atoms. We know for a fact that
if there are not an EQUAL NUMBER OF OPPOSITE FORMS OF ENERGY CALLED
“ELECTRONS” AND “PROTONS” THE ATOM WOULD DISINTEGRATE. The
Universe would become unraveled and nothing could exist. We know for
a fact that the container of the mind is the brain, which is also
made out of Atoms. The biological brain has been conditioned to be
balanced. The reason why humans are the only creature that suffers
from a wide range of mental illness or disturbance, which means
mental imbalance is due to the fact that in the psychological area,
we have been going against The Natural Law of Equality.
The
Atom is also the basis of our biological and psychological existence.
When we opt to oppose certain thoughts and feelings by “believing”
in the “opposite” in order to avoid being in full contact with
any and all of our emotional expressions, we have become prejudiced
and discriminate between the various emotional expressions. We are
the sum of our parts. A human being is not just his or her legs or
just its arms, or just its head or just its torso. We are our entire
body and ALL OF OUR THOUGHTS & FEELINGS. When we play favorites
with our thoughts and feelings, we are causing a MENTAL
DISINTEGRATION, SEPARATION. Since the mind is the foundation of the
human creature, the condition of its psyche sets up the vibrational
pattern for its biological structure, as well. For centuries, people
have blindly accepted psychological choosing as being normal and
healthy. But, the fact is that it is quite unhealthy to base one's
life on emotional choice. We are not suppose to “choose a belief”
or “choose a religion”. Religion is about Creation, not
“annihilation”. But, when we opt to replace Actual Seeing with a
“belief” or “hope” or “faith” or “opinion” solely to
fulfill our desire or willpower to force a lie to be a truth, then
that is sacrilegious.
The
man-made laws are in direct violation of The Natural Law of Energy.
We have been told to memorize a bunch of rules and to obey them. But
exactly what made up these rules that we must blindly obey? A
dysfunctional ignorant “Ego”, that's who. Its master plan is to
get people to self-destruct by fearing the “Ego” and obeying its
nonsensical rules that overlap and contradict one another. There are
over 100,000 laws on the books. It is humanly impossible to be aware
of them all. Plus, they are written in a language that the average
person cannot even understand. Furthermore, the sheer number of laws
are so many that they must contradict one another. If the rules/laws
are contradicting each other, that means that to obey one group of
laws means you are in violation of another group of laws. The mind is
out of order because it is not functioning Holistically, but based on
division and conflict. Meaning the mind is contradictory – a
hypocrite. It is this state of mind that has made up the laws. You
cannot obey a contradiction because to obey the “conscious” mind
is to disobey the “subconscious” and visa versa. This is
entrapment, which is fraud. Plus, the laws are written in a language
that the layman cannot understand, which means the laws do not give
full disclosure. The law is written to protect the rich and victimize
the poor. If you can't afford a lawyer, you become a victim. If you
can't afford to pay your fines, you become a victim. The rich have no
fear of the law because they have a ton of wealth to pay all lawyer
fees and fines. So breaking the law is nothing to them. Therefore,
the law is setup to entrap the common man or woman and punish them
for being financially insecure.
Where
did the fortunes come from, anyway? Piracy and having enough wealth
to hide it. Then generations later, the heirs can walk around
pretending like their wealth was earned through toil and sweat.
Wealth has always been obtained through both physical and
psychological warfare. There are a few super rich families that have
hoarded most of the natural resources of this planet. This hoarding
down through the ages has always caused social unrest and violence.
What gives humanity the right to put a price tag on life, anyway?
Just take a look at the Universe. It is full of energy and freely
shares its energy. Galaxies are not hoarding their space and denying
other galaxies to exist. Planets equally orbit each their solar
systems. Daytime is not trying to have more time than the Nighttime.
And when one lasts longer than the other, it all evens out in the
end. What I'm pointing out is that humanity is operating out of
order. It decided to divide itself up into races and fight each other
over who gets to have more access to the fruits of Mother Nature than
the other group. This is wrong an immoral. It is sheer brutality that
sets up our standard of living. We have all just rolled over and
agreed to go along with putting a price tag on living. And we have
made a violent world because in order to get our basic biological
needs met, we must go to work.
We all
pretend like we are getting paid for our technical skills. That's
just a cover or front for why we are really getting paid. There is a
psychological or emotional contest going on in every occupational
field. There are millions of people competing for the same jobs. But
the ones who get hired must be willing to stroke the “Ego” of
their bosses. The “Ego” is a brute and a criminal because its
very existence is the byproduct of dividing itself and being in
conflict, which is the root of all violence in the world. All of the
ugly things the “Ego” is doing to upset the balance of life like:
chemtrails or geological engineering, genetic engineering our food
without proving it to be safe for our biological health, polluting
the water system that we must take showers or baths in, adding
preservatives that causes cancer, using depleted uranium that is
poisoning our planet's atmosphere with dangerously high levels of
radiation, etc., etc., etc.. Wealthy corporations have teams of
attorneys who can lie to us for ages. The “Ego” does not care
about all the harm it is doing to the material world because it only
cares about dominating the material world. It would rather let the
world die than to let go of manipulating the energy of life.
Everything
else outside of humanity is operating in orderliness and balance and
equality. The Natural Law of Energy is that all life forms must seek
balance of energy. The only way that a human being can be balanced is
that it must understand what it is doing to cause imbalance.
PSYCHOLOGICAL OPPOSTION IS WHAT IS CAUSING IMBALANCE AND INSECURITY
AND MATERIAL INSTABILITY!
Human
consciousness is ONE UNIT. We all share the human psyche. But, this
psyche can either function Holistically outside of conflict or as a
divided, dualistic persona which is fighting itself. There is no
other state of being. The goal of the “Ego” is to seek out all
minds and make certain that every mind is operating as a
contradiction divided against itself. Why? Simply because that is the
only way to stay in control over another mind. Did you know that the
word, GOVERN-MENTAL is CONTROL-MIND? Therefore, all governments uses
various practices to control the minds of the entire population.
Patriotism is the belief that the regional group of people that you
happened to be born in and grew up in is there to protect your
physical security. All so-called “national security” is mainly to
keep your mind divided against itself so that they can control it to
use your energy for slavery to the wealthy corporations. That's
always been the game plan and always will be. Because it is all
founded and rooted in the “Ego”. So long as you serve your “Ego”
you are a slave in this world.
Most
people think that the majority rule this world. Not true. The Natural
Laws of Energy and Consequences rules reality. But hardly anyone
understands how to tap into that LAW. Most people don't even want to
know. But I've told you that you must study the “Ego” within. All
of life has a root or a seed that is the beginning of all things,
including ourselves. That root or seed IS our Psyche. That is why the
government and fake religions are after your mind and seek to control
how it thinks and mainly how it sees itself. So long as you accept no
authority to tell you how to perceive things, then you are free from
being hijacked, psychologically. It is up to each person to SEE HIM
OR HERSELF DIRECTLY AND WITHOUT A SHRED OF EMOTIONAL OPPOSITION. For
the moment you oppose what you detect in your mind, you are a slave
to emotional words that can control what you think and do. But a mind
that only wants to understand its entire nature by simply watching
every response that it has in its daily relationships, is free from
division/conflict. Such a mind has stepped out of the dimension of
conflict or control.
As a
fragmented mind, you have very little impact on the collective
consciousness of humanity. But as a Whole Mind, you are having an
unprecedented impact on the foundation or root of the collective
consciousness because you are causing your own “Ego” to
Holistically end at its origin. The “Ego” may be big but it is
based on memory. Memory has a beginning so it must have an end, too.
So when you SEE the beginning of your own “Ego” which is linked
to ALL “EGOS” IN THE WORLD, it has the “Domino Affect” like a
vibration permeating the entire consciousness of humanity on a
subatomic level in the collective subconscious. It may not be obvious
what impact the Holistic Mind is having, but a human mind that is no
longer fragmented, no longer at odds within itself is having a
radical change within itself (the seed of human consciousness) and
radiating out into the world. The “Ego” will attack the Holistic
Mind to try to scare it into dividing itself, because the militant
knows that it cannot conquer a thing so long as it is indivisible.
When a divided entity attacks a holistic entity, the divided entity
destroys itself and only temporarily inconveniences the Holistic
Mind. This is what I have witnessed for over 36 years in my lifetime.
Why?
The
Natural Law of Consequences and The Natural Law of Energy indicates
that that the contents of an entity determines its fate. If the
contents is disintegrating because it is divided within itself, then
the ultimate outcome must be destruction. Conversely, if the content
is in a state of Holistic Self-Attention, then the outcome is
physical and mental stability and creates circumstances that are
peaceful and harmonious. In short, the inner always overtakes the
outer. If the seed is pure then its fruits shall be good. But if the
seed is corrupt because it is divided and in conflict, the its fruit
will be poisonous. Each person is making their own circumstances in
life based on either self-ignorance or self-awareness of its Whole
Mind (ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS WITHOUT OPPOSING BELIEFS OR
OPINIONS). This is THE LAW OF ENERGY and THE NATURAL LAW OF
CONSEQUENCES. That is the only LAW that I respect and live by. Any
man-made laws that oppose THE ATOMIC LAW OF EQUALITIY AND BALANCE is
irrelevant. And, I am ready to die for the energy that is the fabric
of reality. I don't bow down to any “Ego” – ESPECIALLY IF A
MOMENT OF INATTENTION POPS UP AND CAUSES ME TO MOMENTARILY BE AN
“EGO”. For if it does happen, I merely pay attention to it and
acknowledge what it is without believing in an opposite ideal,
concept or belief. That is what the “Ego” does whenever it sees
itself being ugly, it runs away from itself into emotional words and
pretends like those words have the power to change its ugliness.
Words are like make-up, they don't change the face, there merely
cover up its flaws, but eventually the make-up wears off. It's just
an illusion.
However,
for the “Ego” to truly end, it must ACTUALLY SEE WHATEVER IT
DESPISES ABOUT ITSELF while understanding that it is that thing and
can never escape from itself. It can only learn what it is. In a
state of learning there is no conflict because learning about
yourself is not opposition. When you see the truth and don't fight
with beliefs or opinions, then IT IS THE SEEING OF THE TRUTH THAT
SETS THE MIND FREE FROM DIVIDING ITSELF AGAINST ITSELF. WAR ENDS BOTH
INWARDLY AND WITH YOUR FELLOW MAN OR WOMAN!
You
can never understand your “Ego” just by accumulating verbiage,
alone. The “theoretical approach” is useless with regard to
ending or understanding the true nature of your “Ego”. Theory is
only effective on non-psychological matters. But in the area of the
mind regarding how it views its sense of “self-worth”, one must
approach it Negatively. In other words, you are not trying to prove a
thing to be true. Instead, you must understand by directly coming
into contact with the fact of that which is an illusion or false in
the mind. Rather than trying to seek “virtue”, the mind needs to
find out what is NOT “virtue”. In other words, the mind can never
discover what is true first. Instead, the Truth is revealed only as a
byproduct of DIRECTLY SEEING what is “false”. The reason why this
will be hard for you to do is because the mind is the accumulation of
its past. So for millennium it has been fixed in a emotional groove
of trying to prove its theories or beliefs or opinions to be “true”.
The “Ego” is highly resistant to even consider for even a second
that its “positive approach” is faulty. It is too full of pride
to admit even privately to itself that it has been wrong all along.
The very first step is for the “Ego” to realize that it is
operating out of delusion and calling it “fact”.
At the
very core of the “Ego” is DENIAL. And, it is this FOUNDATION OF
DENIAL that dictates its actions. All “Egotistical” actions are
in direct OPPOSITION TO THAT WHICH IS REAL OR TRUE. The very essence
of war or conflict is to OPPOSE WHATEVER “IT” DOES NOT WANT TO BE
TRUE! The “Ego” of the entire Human Race is responsible for every
single catastrophe on Earth. All of the pain, suffering which is
brought on by inequality, greed, group identifications/divisions is
the outgrowth of every person's “Ego”. The outer world is merely
a mirror reflection of the state of affairs within the Human psyche –
which has divided itself through opposition. A split mind is an “Ego”
that battles itself and its fellow man or woman. The conflict BEGINS
INSIDE then gets reflected OUTSIDE. No leader can bring peace because
it has to take place INSIDE CONSCIOUSNESS, first. No person can give
peace to another. It is strictly an internal affair that solely rest
with each person's intention in their life. Unfortunately, “fear”
is the “emotional resistance” that overpowers most people into
defending and protecting their emotional blindness about their “Ego”.
Hardly anyone in the world will be responsible and free their mind
from “fear”. We have used “fear” as a viable excuse the ruin
our lives and the world (including this Earth). We have allowed
“fear” to go unquestioned and have come to the conclusion that
“fear” is natural and that it cannot be intelligently ended. As a
matter of fact, the “Ego” IS “fear”. That is why it has been
secretly protected and never truly investigated at its source. “Fear”
is a mind that has divided itself away from the Truth and taking
refuge in “fictitious” beliefs, conclusions, opinions or
concepts.
When
the emotional mind feels or thinks something that is unpleasant to
it, then it makes up an opposite emotion. When facing a tragic
situation, “fear” says the opposite; it say, “Everything is
going to be fine.” The factual situation shows that everything is a
disaster. The “emotional mind” divides itself away from WHAT IS
ACTUALLY HAPPENING by telling itself that “Everything is going to
be fine.” The “emotional mind” DESIRES things to be the way it
WILLS IT TO BE! The mind is trying to postpone facing any unpleasant
situation with an illusion that it conjures. Then, the mind strives
to make that illusion into a reality. So the mind is at war with
reality. It prefers reality to be other than it is. So it outright
OPPOSES it. This tears the mind in half. It, thereby, invents a
“false reality” and pretends to itself that it is more real than
that which it has OPPOSED (which is the Actuality). This is why
people have become priests or monks. They try to DENY THEIR URGES by
vowing to OPPOSE their urges. But when no witnesses are around they
secretly indulge in them, because the ORIGINAL URGE has merely been
covered up. The ORIGINAL URGE IS THEMSELVES. YOU ARE YOUR URGES.
Therefore, you can never outrun yourself, because underneath they are
burning deep inside your being. “Fear” is the act of running
away. However, the mind can never escape from itself. It can only
PRETEND IT CAN ESCAPE FROM ITSELF. No matter where you run, the mind
cannot get away from itself.
In the
Human Emotional Mind is this dichotomy:
WHAT
IS SHOULD BE vs. WHAT I AM
It is
“The What Should Be” that is the very essence of “FEAR”.
Psychologically,
all beliefs, conclusions or opinionated concepts are based on “The
What Should Be”.
It is
“The What Should Be” that gives birth to WILLPOWER in order to
enforce a false thing to be accepted as being the real thing. It
begins in our childhood where we are “psychologically raped”. No
one wants to see that forcing a child to devote his or her life to
believing in the opposite of what he or she thinks or feels is the
worse form of ABUSE AND CRUELTY. Because once a child's mind has been
misguided into fragmenting itself into becoming an “Ego”, that
child will suffer in fear for all the days of its life. And, it will
grow up and ABUSE its own child's mind in the exact same way. Because
it has been going on for so long and the ones who rule the world are
a product of “fear”, they have officially approved of this
destructive Psychological operation of Warfare within the “emotional
mind”. That is why every government has demanded that we put our
children into schools where their “emotional mind” is molded to a
pattern of OPPOSING ITSELF AND CONFORMING TO “What It Should Be”.
The school rewards the child if it complies and punishes he child if
he or she does not. That is the psychological torture all children
must face until they have surrendered to “Fear” by accepting
OPPOSITION AS A WAY OF LIFE, which means ACCEPTING CONFLICT OR
WARFARE AS A WAY OF LIFE.
This
“Way of Life” destroys the balance of everything INSIDE AND
OUTSIDE of itself. The balance of the “emotional mind” is
destroyed because it is no longer free to See Itself As It Really Is.
Because, it has been warned not to embrace its total thoughts and
feelings. It has been pressured into only clinging to the approved
thoughts and feelings and shunning all others. This is splitting the
mind up into “The What Should Be” and “What It Actually Is”.
Therefore, wholeness of the mind (containing ALL THOUGHTS AND
FEELINGS) IS BROKEN. A BROKEN MIND IS OUT OF BALANCE. That BROKEN
MIND is the very foundation of its entire life. Whatever it builds is
sitting on top of a BROKEN FOUNDATION. So everything crumbles that it
builds. Everything that the Human touches is KNOCKED OUT OF BALANCE,
because at the core of every Human is FRAGMENTATION DUE TO SELF
OPPOSITION IN THE EMOTIONAL MIND. It is the “Emotional Mind” that
governs its fate or destiny. It has been trained or conditioned to
self-disintegrate.
What
will restore Balance in Ourselves and in The Material World?
The
“Ego” must naturally come to an end, since its very existence is
the sole reason why everything is falling apart. There is only two
fundamental states of being. Either there is CREATION or DESTRUCTION;
and where one is the other is not. Similar to a light bulb being
either ON or OFF, but the light bulb can never be ON and OFF,
simultaneously. That would be an impossibility, right?
DESTRUCTION
MEANS THAT THE “EGO” MUST BE “ON”.
CREATION
MEANS THAT THE “EGO” MUST BE “OFF”.
You
cannot WILLINGLY TURN “OFF” THE “EGO”. Because the “Ego”
IS “WILL”. The “Ego” naturally ends once it realizes that
“IT” cannot do anything to change itself. It is that Acute
Realization of Its Limitation that dissolves the “Will”. Its
Limitation is that it cannot escape from itself; it can only pretend
to itself that it has escaped. Itself is “Disturbance”. It is
Disturbed about certain thoughts and feelings. It wishes that it did
not think or feel what it does. It wishes that it was not its
thoughts and feelings. It wishes that it can go beyond what it is. So
it uses words to pretend that it can go beyond itself. The effort to
“BECOME MORE” IS THE ESSENCE OF GREED! Desiring “To Become
More” than anger, sadness or loneliness is a Battle Against
Oneself. That “Self-Battle” is the origin of external conflicts;
be they within the family or with co-workers or in a military war
zone. It is only when one can Actually See the Futility of OPPOSING
WHAT YOU THINK OR FEEL that the “Self-Battle” naturally ends. You
can never use conflict to end conflict – no matter what the
politicians propagate. Once the delusion of “Striving To Become
More” ends, MENTAL WHOLENESS IS BORN, which is Wisdom, Sanity,
Peace, Creative Energy & Love permeates the psyche. This is what
it truly means to be Free of Fear, Free of Resistance, Free of
Opposition, Free of Believing, Free of Hoping, Free of Delusion or
Illusion. Then, the Foundation of Your Emotional Mind is Integrated
and Whole. Now whatever structure you build in the material world
will be Balanced, Benevolent and Non-Competitive. In other words, the
structure is your physical well being. The Foundation is the Holistic
State of Your Emotional Mind. Your Thoughts and Feelings are equally
studied without excluding a single one. Your emotional mind is now a
WHOLE UNIT that is not opposing any part of itself. This is what it
means to be Mentally Balanced and Sane.
You
cannot achieve his state of mind. It is not an acquisition to be
captured. It is not a goal that you can pursue. It is not the outcome
of memorizing a bunch of statements. You must look, first, before you
can communicate a reality. We have been programmed to malfunction. We
have been trained to memorize and spit out what we have memorized. We
know nothing of direct contact with the reality of what our emotional
mind is really doing. We are word collectors and followers of words.
We don't want to be free of our ignorance. We like to pretend to be
something that we are not. We pretend that we are fair, kind, loving,
decent, moral, sane, non-violent, benevolent, non-judgmental,
unafraid, brave, understanding, peaceful, etc. They are just empty
words for most people because they would like to think it is true.
That is the state of opposition that most people live in. They take
comfort in the pretense, alone. They don't want to really be those
things because that would mean having to face the painful reality
that they are none of those things. They are hateful beings who do
not love themselves enough to face the Truth about the inward war
that they have created and maintain on a daily basis. All warriors
blame their suffering on someone else. They never take responsibility
for the fact that they are kicking their own ass by opposing what
they originally think and feel. Internal Opposition is THE ONLY ENEMY
in the Human existence. That is The Only Crime Against Humanity that
is causing both mass suicide and genocide, globally.
Humanity,
for the most part, are criminal entities because they are in
violation of THE NATURAL LAW OF ENERGY and THE NATURAL LAW OF
CONSEQUENCES. And, that LAW is about WHOLENESS, BALANCE AND TRUTH
THROUGH EXPOSING ALL THAT IS FALSE, ILLUSORY. The “Ego” is THE
CRIMINAL. It has erected “false laws” and terrorized people into
bowing down to them. The “Ego” is THE ONLY PROBLEM WE MUST FACE.
Because if we fail to intelligently face the “Ego”, history shall
repeat itself by crushing another civilization except our technology
is at a critical point of destructive capability to literally destroy
all of the natural resources on Earth so that nothing can live here.
Hell it even has the ability to disintegrate the entire planet with
its electro-magnetic radio frequency devices that can manipulate the
weather and throw nature out of balance for a millennium.
This
is it folks! We are facing a major crisis. But the crisis is not OUT
THERE. No... The crisis lies in our EMOTIONAL MINDS. It is the
EMOTIONAL MIND that controls how we use our Technological Knowledge.
That is why we have so far used our Knowledge/Memory to weaponize
just about everything. The food is a weapon. The air is now a weapon
(laced with heavy metals and radiation). Cell phones, computers,
store advertising monitors are zapping your brains with radiation and
electro-magnetic waves that are disrupting the natural balance of
your brainwaves, as well as your nervous system. We are programmed to
willing ingest poisonous drugs under to guise of being helpful to our
health. Basically, our material world (including our biological
health) is under attack because the “Ego” is attacking itself and
has opened the door to allow all other physical malfunctions to go
unchecked. So long as the “Ego” is running the show, the quality
of life shall continue to deteriorate and degenerate until it become
unbearable to live anymore. That is when the scientist and
politicians will turn the human body into a computer or robot like a
cyborg to function as an obedient machine that takes orders without
caring what those order will cause to happen. That is the future we
will make for the generations to come because the biological body
will no longer be able to house the intense level of psychological
disintegration that the “Ego” is generating. Just like the movie,
“I Robot”, we are becoming automatons and Humanity, as a
biological entity, is becoming obsolete. Soon this world will be
nothing but machines running machines. True intelligence will cease.
Then it will be a matter of chronological time before the biological
nature of this planet will be extinguished, altogether.
That
is the final outcome of what happens when BALANCE & WHOLENESS
ends. Remember The Law Of Natural Consequences and Energy is
that all matter comes from THE ATOM. THE ATOM IS WHOLESNESS,
INTEGRATED AND IT IS CREATION ITSELF. THE ATOM is the result of Two
Equivalent Opposite Forms of Energy. If one Opposite is more than the
other and throws the Atom out of balance, then The Atom
Disintegrates. No Atoms = No Material World At All! End of Life in
this particular dimension. However, the rest of the Universe will go
on existing because Humanity, no matter how much it may expand, can
never ever hijack all of life. Simply because, the “Ego” is
basically just a fragment of the Wholeness of Life. A Fragment can
never overtake THE WHOLE OF LIFE, WHICH IS ENERGY ITSELF. ENERGY
CREATED HUMANITY. HUMANITY DID NOT CREATE ENERGY. SO HUMANITY CANNOT
DESTROY THAT WHICH IT DID NOT CREATE. HUMANITY CAN ONLY DESTROY
ITSELF AND ITS CONTAINER (WHICH IS THIS DIMENSION OF REALITY). BUT,
THE “EGO” CAN'T RULE OR DOMINATE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE. THEREFORE,
THE “EGO” HAS NO NATURAL RIGHT OR CAPABILITY TO MAKE “THE LAW
OF LIFE”.
THE
NATURAL LAW OF ENERGY IS THE ONLY GENUINE LAW. Any Law that opposes
THE NATURAL LAW OF ENERGY, is bogus and does not require obedience.
The “Ego” will hiss at you and tell you that if you don't respect
and hand over your essence to “Its Law” that you will deprived of
your physical necessities to live. But, so long as you face your
ENTIRE MIND (OBSERVING ALL OF YOUR THOUGHT AND FEELINGS WITHOUT ANY
OPPOSITION TO THEM), it wont matter if you physically die or not,
because all that matters is that you never acquiesce to the “Ego”
by opposing your own mind.
Either
one of two things can happen when the “Ego” threatens to kill a
person who lives according to The Law Of Natural Consequences and
Energy: either the world put together by the “Ego” will start
to crumble from Top to Bottom and the Holistic-Minded people will get
what they need to live (which also includes the environment which is
a part of the wholeness of life); or, the Holistic-Minded people will
physically die (along with the planet), and nothing will survive.
Why? Because, the Holistic-Mind is functioning with Universal or
Cosmic Energy that is Balanced and Whole (without conflict). The
Universe is Orderly Energy. The Mind that is Whole is sharing that
same Universal Pure Energy, so it is on the same vibrational
wave-length as Cosmic Energy. To attack a person who is Whole is to
attack the entire Cosmic Energy of Life itself. Pure Energy is
Eternal, Unlimited. The “Ego” is innately LIMITED. So, it cannot
overpower The Eternal Energy of Life. But, if the Universal Energy
allows the Holistic-Minded people to die, that means that the “Ego”,
collectively, shall cease to exist. That means the “Ego” will not
be able to transfer its pattern of opposition onto another generation
to reset the psychological game of self-deception to carry on and on
and on, at the expense of constantly damaging the balance of this
planet and its atmosphere.
The
“Ego” is a virus that is pretending like it is a healthy thing
that needs to exist. It is a malfunctioning thing unto itself. It
denies this fact. We have proven that it is malfunctioning because
its existence is based on imbalance because it seeks to ignore one
part of itself in preference for another part. It is causing the
Atomic Structure to be out of balance and order by opposing and
battling itself. That goes against The Law Of Natural Consequences
and Energy. Any energy form that goes against THE LAW OF COSMIC
ENERGY is out of order. A virus is operating out of order. Its only
function is to cause things to malfunction and to consume the energy
of the malfunctioning prey. Also a virus replicates itself. It has
been replicating itself by forcing children to pattern their
emotional mind to oppose itself just like the adult viruses have
accepted. This pattern is a loop that protects that psychological
looping of self-deception.
It is
quite clear that the “Ego” is an unjustified, invalid entity. It
has twisted its energy and broken away from Cosmic Order. Therefore,
it has become a monster. All a monster wants to do is dominate,
destroy and replicate a replacement version of itself to continue the
mayhem. The “Ego” has one single purpose and that is the CONTINUE
what it is doing and to infect the minds of its entire species to
operation this way. It seeks to destroy anyone who does not go along
with its program.
I
invite the “Collective Ego” of the entire Human species to
attack my physical security. I welcome being crushed to death. It
matters not if I physically survive. What matters is that I face my
“Ego”, because it is “The Beginning” and “The Link” to
all “Egos”. If I physically die without acquiescing to the “Ego”
than that will mean the end of its continuity. Either people will
have to wake up and live Holistically or they shall become extinct as
a species. The “Ego” is not eternal nor indestructible. But its
destruction can only come about by intelligently dealing with your
own “Ego” (which is connected to them all). So “Ego” please
take my physical life. I welcome it. Because, either way the party is
over for the “Ego”. Jiddu Krishnamurti was the Alpha who began
the ending of the “Collective Ego”. He was a male. I am a female
who is the Omega that is ending the “Collective Ego”. Lets say
that male holistic psyche equals a “1” and female holistic psyche
equals a “0” (just like the binary code). Once there is a Human
mind that lives Holistically for rest of its life that represents The
Atomic Rule, then that means once Omega (the female holistic mind)
comes to the end of her life, that means that the root of the
Collective “Egotistical” Mind will come to its end. Without a
root directory, the “Ego” shall cease to be able to carry on.
That is The Law Of Natural Consequences and Energy, which prevails
and trumps all laws made by a limited entity – the “Ego”.
So go
ahead and take away everything so that I can't physically survive,
because that will mean that the “Ego” will no longer be able to
continue. Because, Alpha (holistic male mind “1”) was completed
by Jiddu Krishnamurti. The final part of Omega will be completed once
a holistic female mind “0” comes to the end of her life. I base
this on the Principle of The Atom. The Atom contains equivalent
opposite forms of energy known as the “Electron” (having a
Negative Charge) plus the “Proton” (having a Positive Charge).
The female is like a zero or a hole like a vagina. The male is like a
“1” that is something to place inside of the “hole”. These
represent the equivalent opposite forms of energy – The Negative
Energy and The Positive Energy. The Woman and The Man. When the
opposite energies meet and come together it causes the Creation of A
Child. When the “Electron” and “Proton” meets, it Creates The
Atom, which is the substance of all matter in the Universe.
Since
the Human Psychological Mind has only ONE ROOT that binds the sum of
all psyches, it will take at least 1 Holistic Male Mind plus 1
Holistic Female Mind to cause a RADICAL TRANSFORMATION AT THE ROOT
LEVEL OF THE COLLECTIVE HUMAN PSYCHE. That transformation is the
ending of psychological warfare through opposing thoughts and
feelings with beliefs that are “unrealities” seeking to replace
the original actual state of mind. The covering up of “What One
Actually Thinks or Feels” with “What One Chooses To Think or
Feel” is what needs to be transformed. The false belief seeking to
cover up the painful thoughts and feelings is what fractures the mind
and puts it at odds within itself, which causes mental imbalance
(sorrow, loneliness, anger, hatred, confusion, etc.). A mind that is
fully awake and perceives ALL THOUGHTS and FEELINGS, is at peace
because it is functioning like The Atom which includes both the
Negative and Positive forms of energy without choosing one over the
other. The Atom is Neutral or Zero which is the Energy of Creation,
not destruction or imbalance. Yes, things do end in the natural order
when there natural time is up. But all forms of energy return to its
origin of Nothingness to reemerge backing into a brand new expression
of energy. And such is the Natural Order of Life. It is the Origin of
Energy that determines the way energy will be reintroduced back into
existence. No life form will ever be able to know what that is or to
take charge of it. The Human Mind is greedy for power and control and
wants to own Energy. But when it tries, it self-destructs over and
over again.
So as
I was saying... The Atom contains the solution to the problem of
living. It is about Wholeness & Balance. Any entity that chooses
to operate outside of Wholeness and Balance is OUT OF ORDER and is,
therefore, in the wrong. Such an entity is doomed. The “Ego” is a
doomed entity that uses a lot of emotional rhetoric to pretend to
itself and the world that it is running Life and controls Energy.
That's a lie! We all have a chance to understand ourselves and there
is nothing anyone can do to stop us from understanding ourselves,
HOLISTICALLY. A partial understanding of our psyche is not good
enough. We have to understand it as a Whole or not at all. While it
is true that we can never know everything about technical
information, it is a different matter altogether to understand
through having complete attention to whatever we emotionally think or
feel. One can be totally in touch with the reality of what we think
or feel. If I feel upset, I can completely feel that reality and
learn about it (which is myself). Being in total contact with any
state of mind one is experiencing in the present moment is our
NATURAL FUNCTION – just like the total release of both Negative and
Positive forms of energy produces The Atom, which is the material of
life itself. So must I be in complete awareness of my Negative and
Positive emotions. Like and Dislike are irrelevant factors that are
petty and not to be taken seriously. It doesn't matter if I like a
certain emotion or dislike it. ALL emotions must be felt and
completely observed and understood because they are the sum total of
my being, for they are all my mind. To reject any emotional
expression is to split my mind and cause imbalance. When The Atom was
split, it cause an imbalance and a release of destructive energy.
Nuclear plants are releasing high levels of radiation into the
atmosphere. Radiation that is too high will cause an imbalance in our
sex hormones which not only causes cancer but is causing sexual
confusion. This is why we have men who are growing breast and acting
like women and women are developing abnormally high levels of
testosterone and behaving in a masculine manner.
What I
am saying is that the “Ego” is twisting and distorting energy by
making things go out of balance because “It” is out of balance.
All modern economies are operating on a foundation of imbalance.
Long-term imbalance results in annihilation. Remember The Atomic Law
of Life is that all of the Universe is made out of Atoms. If the
contents of that Atom becomes imbalance for prolong periods of time,
ultimately it will create a Black Hole of Anti-Matter. The “Ego”
is a Black Hole in the Consciousness of Mankind. That Hole is
expanding with each generation. The children are losing their
innocence at younger and younger ages. The only time that the mind is
Holistically Observing All of its Emotions is when it is a baby up to
becoming a toddler. Then it starts to seek pleasure and avoid pain
and starts to divide its mind against itself. That is giving rise to
all kinds of mental disturbance which is being covered by drugs. The
drugs are numbing the mind and putting people into psychological
comas. They walk around like zombies who feel lost and empty inside.
They are searching for something but don't know what, exactly. They
don't realize what they are doing is adding to their torment. Then
the politicians come along promising them that things will get better
if they will go to war with some other group of suffering, lonely
human beings. All the leaders of this “Ego-Driven” world are
doing the same hoax. It's one big ball of confusion going round in
circles like a hamster on its wheel going no where.
So as
I said earlier... There must be an ending at the Root of The
Collective “Ego”. That can only happen once 1 man and 1 woman has
lived their lives Holistically in their emotional beings. The
Positive Energy = 1. The Negative Energy = 0. The binary code. The
female must complete the other half of the Whole Human Mind (just
like the day and night of the emotional mind – the opposites).
Now I
understand why I been denied access to physical comfort. My life has
been living from one unknown point to another. I barely get what I
need because I wont stroke the “Ego” to get it. It's all a big
trick to stroke the “Ego”. Even if I did, later all that I got
when be taken away and I'd be destroyed as an example for defying the
“Ego”. It is never an option for me to stroke the “Ego”. I
have defying the “Ego” for over 36 years of my life so I've
passed the point-of-no-return. The purpose of my life is to go on
defying the “Ego” until my time is up on Earth. I realize that
before my time is up that the “Ego” must do everything possible
to frighten me into psychological opposition. It wants me to feel
helpless, lonely, scared, desperate, angry so that I will want to run
away from those emotions. I have felt them all completely until there
was nothing left to feel. I am my emotions so I don't fear them. Fear
is a delusion. If you think that your emotions are a detachable part
of you that you can dissect, you are deluded. And when you think that
way, you feel like trying to escape from them because you don't think
they are you. But when you realize that you are what you think and
feel, then all you can do is study yourself and feel it all the way
to its natural end. I welcome anyone to insult me or even compliment
me. They are all the same to me. I know that the only reason why the
“Ego” does what it does is to get me to break my mind and be an
“Ego”. The “Ego” cannot control anything outside of itself.
It is a fragment and a fragment can never control WHOLENESS. That is
just an impossibility. So do your worse “Ego”. I am here to face
you and anything you can dish out. Because I will feel whatever you
toss my way. I will feel it and transform it by handing it over to
the Energy of Life. When you Holistically Observe any challenge, it
is being handed over to The Energy of Life or Creation to be dealt
with. I am “Nothing”. And, “Nothing” IS EVERYTHING. The ATOM
= 0 which is the Neutral Point – That Is Perfect Balance. The
imbalanced “Ego” can do nothing about it but rant and threaten
and throw meaningless emotional words at reality. The “Ego” can
shout at the mirror but the mirror did not make what it sees
reflected in it. The “Ego” is an ugly monster that is
self-loathing but it blames everyone else except for itself, which is
who is really responsible for its suffering and refuses to change it.
It just wants to continue being as asshole to the bitter end. I am
not trying to change the “Ego” of others by trying to convince
you of anything. I am just telling I like it is. It's up to you what
you do and don't do. I couldn't care less. My job is to live in
harmony within my emotional arena and to communicate to the world the
facts. When you do with that communication is your business.
I look
to no outside agency to help me. Yes, I did read what Jiddu
Krishnamurti discussed about the “Ego” and I listened to watched
his videos. But, he did not help me to understand my mind. He merely
presented the facts and I tested what he pointed out. It is one thing
the swallow whole what someone says; but is quite another when you
examine something for yourself. He may have pointed out that the mind
is limited and cannot go beyond itself. I have done two things to
explore and investigate his findings. First, I watched my mind in
response to what people say to me to see for myself what it does.
Second, I watched tons of stories that shows the “Ego” in action.
From watching the egotistical thought process, insights arise and you
clearly see the WHOLE PROCESS. After a while you can sense what is
coming next before it happens, without trying to do it. That is what
starts happening when you have your own Awakening of
Wisdom/Intelligence through Pure Holistic Observation. You can't just
listen to what J. Krishnamurti says and expect an awakening to
happen. People who do this spend decades waiting for a revelation and
nothing happens. Then they get angry with him for not making it
happen for them. It is due to their own mental laziness and fear why
it doesn't happen. And, mainly because most people are incredibly
dishonest with themselves. The first step the understanding your
“Ego” is to face the fact that it does not want you to see or
understand it because the moment you do, it no longer exists
(ha-ha-ha!).
Be are
little children waiting to be rescued by some saint. That's never
going to happen. In Natural Law, the entity that makes the problem
can only find the solution through studying the problem maker. J.
Krishnamurti examined his “Ego” that believed the Theosophical
Society authorities when they promised him that certain deities would
watch over his sickly brother and protect him while Krishnamurti was
on a tour speaking on behalf of the Theosophical Society. He was in
extreme shock when he learned on his ocean voyage that his brother
had died. That was the day that he became aware of how his mind had
deceived itself by believing. Then he kept on investigating the Whole
Nature of “Self Deception”, and he shared his findings with the
world so that they could be free. That was the humanitarian thing to
do. But, he warned the world not to take what he was saying for
granted, which is the act of believing him. He constantly warned
against accepting what anyone, including himself, had to say about
the psyche. The psyche must DIRECTLY study itself and only learn from
the Studying, alone. But, no one listened to him. If they did, it was
rare. I listened to that warning and took heed. I realized that you
can't understand your own mind by copying another person. You have to
watch your own responses and see what they are. Then when I listened
against to Krishnamurti, I was understanding the message for real,
not just fooling myself. I went so far as to face life-and-death
situations to see if I was understanding or not. If I was faking it,
I would not survive the challenges. I've lived, for 7 years, with a
social-path who had a history of violence (possibly has killed
people). He wanted to harm me so much that when he got angry he would
punch the walls and throw things (like a TV). When he acted that way,
I would simply pay close attention to my emotional thoughts and
feelings and then looked to see what would happen. I had no control
over anything. I simply studied my responses without seeking
emotional comfort of any kind. Then I would listen to Krishnamurti
talks and they would have much deeper meaning for me.
People
are fundamentally violent. Some are not aware of their violence. They
don't understand that they are being violent when they pray or
concentrate of positive affirmations or seek psychological
self-improvement. Most people think that the word “positive”
means that it is a “good” thing, always. Not necessarily.
Whenever the mind “seeks to become” the opposite of what it is,
that is self-destructive. It is a subtle way of avoiding
understanding itself. It does not want to be disturbed. But as a part
of learning, it is necessary to be disturbed. Can you learn how to
play a guitar without hurting your finger tips. Can you give birth
without pain? Pain has its proper place in life. It is a part of
life. When we try to get rid of all pain, we are going against “The
Natural Laws of Energy and Consequences”. The Energy of Life is a
dichotomy that requires us to experience both sides equally. We must
equally experience both Night and Day, Hunger and Fullness, Pain and
Pleasure, Sickness and Wellness, Living and Dying, etc. The mind is
always trying to avoid one side of life and cling onto the other. It
wants Pleasure to Continue and for Pain to End. It separates Life and
Death. Life and Death are 2 sides of the same cosmic coin. When we
breathe in air that is Life and when we exhale air that is Death. We
are awake and then we are asleep, which is another form of Life and
Death. Psychologically, we have moods that arise. It is wrong to try
to control moods. They are like the weather. They come and last for a
time. Then they disappear just like they sudden came into being. When
the mind tries to act like a dictator and control what we should
think or feel and how long, that causes mental imbalance. We try to
drive away all unpleasant thoughts and feelings by distracting
ourselves with something that we like. This is wrong and causes
neurosis. If we were properly educated we would understand that there
is a necessity to experiencing unpleasant things. I might not like
the taste of certain things, but they are necessary for my health. I
might like the taste of other things, but they are detrimental to my
health. So we can't be a slave to pleasure, which means to live a
life of pleasing yourself.
Life
is about understanding. Energy produces life forms so that it can
study itself in many different ways. It is the Energy inside of us
that we live for. Our essence needs to observe and learn about what
it is. That is why we are naturally put into existence just to study
what we are as we feel all things that arise within us. Wisdom and
right action is born out of self-study. Without self-study, we have
no basis for what we say, think or do. Our lives are meaningless
unless we learn from observing our responses to all challenges in
life. The real point to living is learning about our actual nature.
As we learn, we function in harmony and grace. But when we seek to be
controllers of our lives, we have lost our way and we become ugly
monsters that are completely deranged and warped. Then we degenerate
into rotten creatures who are hurt and wish to hurt others. This is
what malfunctioning exist.
I am
not your authority. There is no authority in the psyche. All that is
needed is self-examination without opposition. Look at the
consequences of opposition. When the mind is at odds with itself,
that is REAL HELL. Heaven is a concept born out of mental suffering.
The mind conjures up myths to run after. They are all psychological
make up to cover up the emotional pain. But, eventually the pain is
revealed once the make up wears off. All emotional beliefs, dogmas,
ideologies, opinions, conclusions and subjective concepts are
psychological make up. It distorts the mind to view itself not as it
really is. But the make up always wears off. Then the mind is mad at
what it sees. This is the morbid struggle in Human Consciousness that
every person is challenged with. This problem is very complex but it
can be resolved if you approach complexity with a simply approach.
There is nothing simpler than NO MOVEMENT AWAY FROM WHATEVER YOU
THINK OR FEEL. All emotional beliefs, dogmas, ideologies, opinions,
conclusions and subjective concepts are MOVEMENT AWAY FROM WHATEVER
YOU THINK OR FEEL. When you seek to escape from psychological pain,
you intensify and proliferate it. Please don't take my word for it
(which is what “believing” is). Find out and observe what happens
when you run and hide inside of a lie which you can hope, faith,
belief. See how messed things continue to get. When you watch and
learn, then you are free from self-deceit. Then, you can relax and
just BE!
Thank
you.
