RELAX AND JUST BE

“Psy-Ops” is a global covert operation for the purpose of Conquering The Mind of Humanity through Psychological Division. Since the foundation of the Human Race is based on the manner in which we “emotionally think”, that is the ultimate target of control or domination. In a word, Mankind has always been enslaved by its “passions” or “emotions”. It is this area wherein lies “The Dark Ages” – regardless of any and all technological advancements. No matter what Mankind technologically may discover, it will be turned against the common man as a weapon of mass destruction and/or a means of control.

Just because humans have found a way to be free in physical movement; i.e., choosing to travel from Point A to Point B by a variety of technological means of transportation, that does not mean that people are free. In some parts of the human world, there is the freedom to choose a career that one prefers over another or to amass great material possessions. But, that does not mean that one is free, psychologically. Material gain or loss is irrelevant to the psychological state of clarity or the lack thereof.

The mind is an “emotional” measuring instrument. It “emotionally” compares itself to others in order to seek a sense of “self-worth”, emotionally speaking. It is this “emotional” self-measurement that establishes an “Ego”, which is a self-centered, isolating operation of the psyche. Humanity has deliberately never thoroughly studied and understood this particular aspect of itself. The “Ego” is a creature that totally depends on maintaining ignorance about exactly what it is. For, the moment that it completely understands what it is, “It” ends – “Darkness” ends – “Inequality” ends. “Ego” IS DISORDER/DISHARMONY/SUFFERING! The only thing it cares about is “CONTROL” or “DOMINATION”, no matter what the cost. And, that is why the “Ego” has played havoc on the Human Race for its entire history of existence. “Ego” would rather annihilate the world, and every single creature in it, than to give up its strangle-hold of dictatorship. It would rather rule in ignorance than to live in a blissful world where there is no “Ego”.

This “Ego” is a byproduct of a broken psyche.

“Ego” uses language as a means of cloaking what it is actually doing. “Ego” is in a perpetual state of hiding from seeing its true nature. The only way that it can do that is by playing deceptive word games in order to trick itself and others into thinking whatever it desires reality to be. Whatever the “Ego” does to others it must do to itself, first. To lie to others, it must first lie directly to itself. To control or dominate others, it must first control and dominate its own feelings and thoughts. The flaw in this operation is that a thing cannot control something that it does not actually understand. Since the “Ego” is a byproduct of self-ignorance, which means that it is ignoring certain truths and limitations about its nature, whatever it ignores ends up being its downfall. Ergo, the “Ego” is trying to overthrow itself in order to be in control of itself, which has historically destroyed every human civilization. The “Ego” is limited to ignorantly destroying whatever it builds. It wipes its memory of previous failed civilizations by burying the past. It pretends like what it has buried will not be repeated. Then it rebuilds another doomsday machine. But, it promotes it as being “A New Hope For The Future”. The thing about that concept of “The Future” is that it can never arrive. There is only each present moment, which thought, then, remembers and seeks to edit the past memories and project them into the next phantom called, “The Future”. But what arrives is “The Past”, which is doom, annihilation. Every “Egotistical Leader” has made promises of ushering in a “New Age”. But, they all end up being the same disaster. So the “Future Hope of Salvation” IS the seed of the next downfall of the current civilization.

How Can An Ignorant Entity Save Itself Or Others Through Its Ignorance?

If you use the same ingredients, wont the outcome always be the same thing? Since “ignorance” is the key ingredient throughout human history, wont the same result be what has happened to every failed previous human civilization – which was doom via warfare? War is born out of propaganda. Propaganda inspires false hope for the future. And looking back on history, every “future” ended up being the downfall of what the “Ego” had built up.

The “Egotistical” part of human consciousness is always mechanically chasing after its own tail and all the while pretending that it is doing something else that is “new” and “secure”, which always turns out to be false. Yet each arising generation of “Ego-Driven” fearful people buys into the same “bill of goods” – expecting something completely different and wonderful. It doesn't even bother people to know that their method of saving people from living in fear is neurotic, insane.

Our “Ego” just calls “madness” by another emotional word called “hope” and then takes emotional comfort in its ignorance. Yet, ever expecting a bright and cheerful ending. It's like the lyrics to an old rock song that says, “...Carry on our wayward son. There will be peace when you are done. Lay your weary head to rest. Don't you cry no more...” However, there is never peace after war. It's just that the technique of war merely shifts over to covert or secret warfare where it goes undetected by the ignorant who don't want to see what's really going on. And, it is that “not wanting to see things as they are” that ushers in the next tragedy that humanity weeps over. Then, the “Egotistical Game of Self-Ignorance” gets reset to do it all over again, and again and again – until the natural resources can no longer sustain this stupid emotional game. Then, annihilation ensues. The next generation rebuilds with the same “ignorant formula” concocted by the “Ego”, which is a child of ignorance that wants to rule the world and never can. It can only destroy it while promising so-called “happiness”. All the “Ego” can deliver is doom! Why?

The “Ego” is made out of the “Past” The “Past” is the “Memory” of emotional experiences of which it measures its self worth. It's self-worth is based on the “Ego's” DESIRE TO GO BEYOND ITSELF – ITS LIMITATIONS. Its inherent limitation is that it cannot go beyond itself by using itself, which is nothing but emotional words that oppose anything about itself that it does not want to be true. If it is afraid, it takes shelter in an emotional words called “bravery”. All of the emotional language is there for the single purpose of self-deception. The “Ego” is the emotional movement to run away from itself or to avoid Observing Its Original Thoughts and Feelings. It does this by substituting emotional language that is the direct opposite of its Original Thoughts/Feelings. This is what “Self-Control” is all about. However, this so-called “control” is an illusion that always evaporates. And thereby, reveals all that was hidden – PSYCHOLOGICAL PAIN of the truth that it is limited and cannot “BECOME UNLIMITED” no matter what it does.

The “emotional memory” can do nothing but expand itself or inflate itself. But no amount of expansion or inflation can make it COMPLETE, WHOLE or UNLIMITED, which is, after all, what the “Ego” truly wants. But it can never be “unlimited”. It is this main Truth that is responsible for the dire feeling of “loneliness”, “sorrow”, “emptiness”, “anger”, “self-loathing”, “greed”, “envy”, “a total lack of REAL LOVE”. The “Ego's love”, is merely sensationalism magnified into being something sacred or precious. It is the flip side of “sorrow”. The “Ego” is a two-faced emotional coin. It is 1 thing that misrepresents itself as being 2 different things that are not related. The “Tails Side of The Psychological Coin” divided itself by painting a different image or face. Then, the 2 faces battle each other to the death. One side pretends that once it prevails, that it can exist without the other side of itself. If you chop a body in half, both halves die. So when the “Ego” wages war against itself, the so-called “Winner” IS the “Loser” at the same time. That is why a mind that lacks clarity about its nature is doomed no matter how powerful it pretends to be.

Every structure has a foundation. A tree began with a seed which grew into a root from which sprouted a tree trunk which beget branches and leaves. The biological structure of a human being is rooted in it state of mind. If that mind is divided or fragmented, then its biological nature shall disintegrate, as well. That is The Natural Law Of Consequences established by The Source of All Energy In Life itself. No one can override The Natural Law Of Consequences no matter your station in life. The Natural Law Of Consequences is THE TRUTH! No person is in charge of it. Either one can align themselves with The Natural Law Of Consequences or try to oppose THE LAW!. Every human civilization has chosen to oppose THE LAW and invent its “fragmented feeble body of laws” to replace THE LAW. This why every single civilization erected by the “Ego” has miserably failed time after time. And, it always will fail no matter how forcefully the “Will of The Ego” tries to prevail. It cannot prevail because the “Ego” is innately limited. Whereas, The Natural Law Of Consequences IS THE SOURCE OF ALL ENERGY, which imbues all living things, including The Atom.

The Atom is the basic structure of all of reality. The rule is that The Atom is Neutral or Zero that is a byproduct of EQUAL OPPOSITE FORMS OF ENERGY – an Electron and a Proton. These opposite forms of energy must always be equal in order for the fabric of all matter to integrate and exist. If this balance between the oppose basic forms of energy is disturbed, then The Atomic Structure of Reality will DISINTEGRATE or cease to exist, period. That is The Natural Law Of Consequences.

How does THIS LAW relate to Humanity?

Human beings would like to think that they are superior simply because they have the ability to build things unlike other creatures. However, this ability is completely irrelevant to our essence. In essence, we are no different than anything else because we are made out of Atoms. That means we require THE ENERGY OF LIFE or else we are dead just like any other creature in existence. Energy is the same for everything. Energy may take different forms based on its DNA or genetic make-up. But, the shape or form of a thing does not determine its essence. Its essence is not its DNA, as scientist would like you to falsely believe. No! The essence of all things is PURE ATOMIC ENERGY, which comes down to THE ATOM itself. If that structure's balance is breached, then that breach determines the fate of that life form, period.

Why does this matter, you might wonder?

Simple... It matters because the “Ego”, which is pretending to run and control all of reality is also energy. Without energy, the “Ego” cannot exist, either. All energy is based on THE BALANCE OF OPPOSITE EXPRESSIONS OF ENERGY.

Now it is obvious that the root or foundation of the human physical body is its brain. The brain holds all of your thoughts and feelings. The brain requires its memory in order to measure and determine for its physical safety that which is safe to allow to absorb and that which is is harmful to absorb – that is the delicate balance of the opposites on a physical or biological level.

However, humans have another level of existence that causes an abnormality. An abnormality is anything that violates or disturbs THE NATURAL BALANCE OR ORDER. This is where humanity has consistently dropped the ball, metaphorically speaking. In other words, the Human species has remained ignorant and in the dark about its “Emotional Memory”. The “Ego” is made out of pure emotion, which is a form of energy. And, just like The Atom which comprises opposite forms of energy called, “Electrons” & “Protons” that must be equal so that they neutralize each other so that they produce CREATIVE ENERGY; the “Ego” has chosen to magnify one half of its “Emotional Expression” and cover up, lock away any “Emotional Express” it dislikes and does not wish to acknowledge or study. In other words, the “Ego” is product of inward division based on favoring one side of its thoughts and feelings over another. By refusing to be in touch with ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS EQUALLY (and thereby neutralizing these opposite emotional expressions), it has caused a split or division or fragmentation within its energy field. That gave rise to a dualistic persona known as the “Ego” (which has cloaked itself in various names like, “the soul”, “the Atman”, “the higher self”, “God”, “Devil”, etc.). The opposing emotional expressions seek to overthrow each other and stupidly believes that one emotional expression of energy can exist without its other half. It pretends to not be related to the emotional side that it has disowned or disassociated itself. This is an impossibility, of course. Simply because the essence of a thing ceases to exist if it disintegrates. Division IS Disintegration which results in extinction, period. This is based on The Natural Law of Energy which produces the consequences of that form of energy.

What we are saying is simply this...

When the mind chooses to promote one side of its emotional self and suppress or lock away its side that it prefers did not exist, then the whole mind is in a state of disintegration. The brain which is the biological container of the mind that is split must follow suit. If the mind is disintegrating then that vibration sets the course of every biological cell in its body to do the same. Ergo, a foundation that is divided against itself CANNOT support its biological structure, as well. Physical security in this world is totally based on the condition of the mind. If the mind refuses to HOLISTICALLY OBSERVE ITSELF, then it must divide itself and fight itself and it is incapable of supporting biological stability. That is THE LAW OF FATE.

The mind of Humanity has been conditioned or trained to emotionally take sides. That is what sports is based on. You pick a side to emotionally identify with. If the side you have chosen loses, then you feel worthless. If it wins you feel powerful. When the mind habitually does a wrong thing for a very long time, it begins to think that it is OK and even necessary. It has become warped and lost. But, it defends its operation without knowing that it is self-destructive. Anything that tries to tell it that it is malfunctioning is viewed as being evil and to disregard any warning of danger. It prefers to think or blindly believe that conflict IS the answer that will save us from ourselves. That way of thinking has produced generations of unnatural humans who's energy has been turned in on itself. It is oblivious to the fact that all of the emotional sorrow that it feels is coming from what it is doing every second of its existence. It is CHOOSING to consciously favor certain thoughts and feelings over others. But, subconsciously the rejected thoughts and feelings are fighting against its conscious chooses or preferences. In other words, the “conscious” is at odds with its own “subconscious”. The word subconscious, simply means that which is secret or hidden behind something else. Every emotional choice has behind it an opposing choice that is opposing itself.

That is what happens when the total emotional mind does not want t see itself completely. Choice IS the cause of all human pain and suffering in the world. It is the foundation of every physical attack in our lives. Each mind is causing its own physical or outer fate or consequences. When we believe in anything, we are blinding the mind against seeing itself. Belief is a substitute for actual self-observation. If you see a fact then that seeing is not in opposition to what it is seeing. Therefore, all facts get neutralized, naturally and peacefully. But, when the mind emotionally avoids observing its thoughts and feelings, it erects a false vision called, “belief”. It tells itself that everything will be find if I continue to “believe” in a comforting lie that opposes the painful truth that I don't want to be true. This destroys the integrity of balance and wholeness in the mind and that is the Ultimate Crime against Humanity.

Humans are brainwashed or programmed robotic mental entities running around seeking success on the material level. They desire to build grand materialistic structures like skyscrapers. They are preoccupied with the building and how beautiful it looks. They overlook the value of having a sound and whole foundation. The “Ego” believes that the building is everything and all powerful. It does not care at all about the quality of the foundation that must support this magnificent building. Material success is “the building”. Whether or not the emotional mind is WHOLE or “fragmented” is the very foundation of this building of material success or security. There can be no physical security so long as the emotional mind is in the dark about PSYCHOLOGICAL CHOICE, which is a lie. The moment the emotional mind chooses, it loses balance and well-being. That is The Natural Law of Energy.

We have spent all of our energy on running after material security. We have assumed that going to churches or temples and praying to ones emotional self is a solid foundation. THAT IS THE GREAT LIE! The “Lie” that has shaped every human civilization that is destined to fall apart because it violates THE NATURAL LAW OF CONSEQUENCES. ENERGY MUST BE BALANCED OR DISINTEGRATION IS INEVITABLE. There is no getting around that fact. Facts cannot be argued with. To argue with facts is insane. The facts will always prevail. The facts are the essence of PURE ENERGY.

Here is a fact. The human mind can only manipulate the various expressions of Energy. However, the Human mind can NEVER EVER MAKE ENERGY ITSELF! The Source of Energy is Nothingness. This is why the basic material of life is The Atom. The Atom is NEUTRAL which is Zero or Nothing! So when to equivalent opposite forms of energy come together, they neutralize each other. If the mind gives equal attention to its opposite expressions of thought and emotion, they it is that TOTAL AWARENESS or OBSERVATION OF ITS UPBEAT AND DOWNBEAT THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS THAT ENDS DISHARMONY BETWEEN THEM.

The mind bases its “friends” & “foes” on its own internal prejudices. When our mind plays a game of favoritism within itself, it seeks external support from the people we associate with. The mind that has decided to pick-and-choose parts of its emotional self that it will puff up or magnify, then simultaneously the rejected thoughts and emotions are suppressed into the background of the mind called, the “subconscious”. The “conscious” mind seeks so-called “friends” that will support your campaign to blind yourself to any unpleasant thoughts or feelings you don't want to face or acknowledge. But, anyone who exposes any disturbing thoughts and feelings is viewed as being “the enemy”, so far as the upper level of the conscious mind is concerned. Whereas, behind that false veil are your true or original buried thoughts and feelings that attracts the “foes” to its “conscious” mind. The “conscious” mind is a facade or mask whose purpose is to conceal the minds true face (true thoughts and feelings) better known as the “subconscious” mind.

There are two fundamental expressions of the mind: The Obvious/Overt and

The Hidden/Covert. All human cultures have different variations of this two-part expression. In all organizations, institutions, governments or any organized group, there is a “front” or “mask” that HIDES any ugly activities. It is based on the mind's setup of “conscious/respectable mask” and “subconscious/ugliness”. It brings to mind the Halloween game of wearing masks and pretending. It is a secret psy-ops mind training for children. It teaches kids to think that pretending to be something different and covering up your original appearance is a “good” and “fun” activity. So gradually as a child grows up, he or she is wearing a psychological false mask to obtain a job or get married or get chosen in just about any competition. It's all about faking your way through life until you get caught being a fake. Then you are condemned and humiliated by your peers (who are doing the same thing but just haven't gotten caught yet). Society likes to ridicule you when you get caught so that they can all pretend like they aren't guilty of the same behavior and thinking.

The human mind is dualistic and hypocritical because it disapproves of “Obvious Cruelty” but approves of “Concealed or Secret Cruelty”. This is why news reports subtly guide us to disapprove of assaulting a child's body. But, when we teach a child to suppress so-called negative thoughts and feelings and promote his positive thoughts and feelings; we choose not to see that we are teaching the child to divide his/her mind. Division in the mind means a mind is at odds within itself. In other words, the mind is fighting against itself – choosing one side of its consciousness over the other. Then the child is instructed to think that this is what “goodness” or “morality” means. The child has been setup to secretly hurt himself or herself, while thinking that it is doing the right thing. This is covert psychological warfare, which is subtle and hard to detect or understand. And because it is stealthy, the average person chooses to ignore the fact that the long-term effects are destructive. It imprisons the mind to not be free to Holistically be Aware of its TOTAL MIND, which means that it cannot be free to unconditionally Love itself and others.

The mind can be either broken or whole, but it cannot be both. When the mind uses relationships with others in order to comfort itself and avoid being in touch with qualities of itself that are disturbing, then it is a broken or divided mind, which is at war within itself. Such a mind lacks integrity and virtue. But when a mind seeks to understand and learn about its true nature by watching ALL of its responses in relationship with others, then such a mind is free from internal adversity and is, therefore, peacefully creative and benevolent. This mind is whole and never feels lonely or greedy to want to become more than it is. It simply learns from what it is from moment to moment. There's no movement away from whatever it feels. It does not even classify its thoughts and feelings as neither “good” or “bad”. They are ALL MERELY EXPRESSIONS OF MENTAL ENERGY. Just like the expression of Daytime is opposite of the expression of Nighttime, they both have an equal place in reality. Neither is “good” or “bad”. They are just two opposite types of expressions of energy.

You can see the obvious disharmony and imbalance in the opposite expression of male and female genders. The “male” or “patriarchy” has falsely placed itself in a “higher” status to dominate the “female”. They have made up the lie that the so-called “creator” or “God” is a “male” figure. In certain ancient cultures the “female” was the dictator so they proclaimed that the “creator” was a “Goddess”. The human mind is wrong in both cases. The problem with humans is that they are stuck in the falseness of rulers and masters or mistresses. That is because in the consciousness there is a restless struggle to overthrow on emotional expression of itself. Because the human mind is still primitive and fragmented, it cannot comprehend cooperation, balance or harmony. In biology there must be balance. It takes 22 male chromosomes plus 22 female chromosomes to produce a human being. Do you notice there is no unequal dominance of the opposite genders. The imbalance only takes place in the emotional realm. That is where things go horribly wrong and inequality arises.

Humanity systematically destroys the balance in the physical world because it is malfunctioning in the psychological area. We know for a fact that all material energy is put together by Atoms. We know for a fact that if there are not an EQUAL NUMBER OF OPPOSITE FORMS OF ENERGY CALLED “ELECTRONS” AND “PROTONS” THE ATOM WOULD DISINTEGRATE. The Universe would become unraveled and nothing could exist. We know for a fact that the container of the mind is the brain, which is also made out of Atoms. The biological brain has been conditioned to be balanced. The reason why humans are the only creature that suffers from a wide range of mental illness or disturbance, which means mental imbalance is due to the fact that in the psychological area, we have been going against The Natural Law of Equality.

The Atom is also the basis of our biological and psychological existence. When we opt to oppose certain thoughts and feelings by “believing” in the “opposite” in order to avoid being in full contact with any and all of our emotional expressions, we have become prejudiced and discriminate between the various emotional expressions. We are the sum of our parts. A human being is not just his or her legs or just its arms, or just its head or just its torso. We are our entire body and ALL OF OUR THOUGHTS & FEELINGS. When we play favorites with our thoughts and feelings, we are causing a MENTAL DISINTEGRATION, SEPARATION. Since the mind is the foundation of the human creature, the condition of its psyche sets up the vibrational pattern for its biological structure, as well. For centuries, people have blindly accepted psychological choosing as being normal and healthy. But, the fact is that it is quite unhealthy to base one's life on emotional choice. We are not suppose to “choose a belief” or “choose a religion”. Religion is about Creation, not “annihilation”. But, when we opt to replace Actual Seeing with a “belief” or “hope” or “faith” or “opinion” solely to fulfill our desire or willpower to force a lie to be a truth, then that is sacrilegious.

The man-made laws are in direct violation of The Natural Law of Energy. We have been told to memorize a bunch of rules and to obey them. But exactly what made up these rules that we must blindly obey? A dysfunctional ignorant “Ego”, that's who. Its master plan is to get people to self-destruct by fearing the “Ego” and obeying its nonsensical rules that overlap and contradict one another. There are over 100,000 laws on the books. It is humanly impossible to be aware of them all. Plus, they are written in a language that the average person cannot even understand. Furthermore, the sheer number of laws are so many that they must contradict one another. If the rules/laws are contradicting each other, that means that to obey one group of laws means you are in violation of another group of laws. The mind is out of order because it is not functioning Holistically, but based on division and conflict. Meaning the mind is contradictory – a hypocrite. It is this state of mind that has made up the laws. You cannot obey a contradiction because to obey the “conscious” mind is to disobey the “subconscious” and visa versa. This is entrapment, which is fraud. Plus, the laws are written in a language that the layman cannot understand, which means the laws do not give full disclosure. The law is written to protect the rich and victimize the poor. If you can't afford a lawyer, you become a victim. If you can't afford to pay your fines, you become a victim. The rich have no fear of the law because they have a ton of wealth to pay all lawyer fees and fines. So breaking the law is nothing to them. Therefore, the law is setup to entrap the common man or woman and punish them for being financially insecure.

Where did the fortunes come from, anyway? Piracy and having enough wealth to hide it. Then generations later, the heirs can walk around pretending like their wealth was earned through toil and sweat. Wealth has always been obtained through both physical and psychological warfare. There are a few super rich families that have hoarded most of the natural resources of this planet. This hoarding down through the ages has always caused social unrest and violence. What gives humanity the right to put a price tag on life, anyway? Just take a look at the Universe. It is full of energy and freely shares its energy. Galaxies are not hoarding their space and denying other galaxies to exist. Planets equally orbit each their solar systems. Daytime is not trying to have more time than the Nighttime. And when one lasts longer than the other, it all evens out in the end. What I'm pointing out is that humanity is operating out of order. It decided to divide itself up into races and fight each other over who gets to have more access to the fruits of Mother Nature than the other group. This is wrong an immoral. It is sheer brutality that sets up our standard of living. We have all just rolled over and agreed to go along with putting a price tag on living. And we have made a violent world because in order to get our basic biological needs met, we must go to work.

We all pretend like we are getting paid for our technical skills. That's just a cover or front for why we are really getting paid. There is a psychological or emotional contest going on in every occupational field. There are millions of people competing for the same jobs. But the ones who get hired must be willing to stroke the “Ego” of their bosses. The “Ego” is a brute and a criminal because its very existence is the byproduct of dividing itself and being in conflict, which is the root of all violence in the world. All of the ugly things the “Ego” is doing to upset the balance of life like: chemtrails or geological engineering, genetic engineering our food without proving it to be safe for our biological health, polluting the water system that we must take showers or baths in, adding preservatives that causes cancer, using depleted uranium that is poisoning our planet's atmosphere with dangerously high levels of radiation, etc., etc., etc.. Wealthy corporations have teams of attorneys who can lie to us for ages. The “Ego” does not care about all the harm it is doing to the material world because it only cares about dominating the material world. It would rather let the world die than to let go of manipulating the energy of life.

Everything else outside of humanity is operating in orderliness and balance and equality. The Natural Law of Energy is that all life forms must seek balance of energy. The only way that a human being can be balanced is that it must understand what it is doing to cause imbalance. PSYCHOLOGICAL OPPOSTION IS WHAT IS CAUSING IMBALANCE AND INSECURITY AND MATERIAL INSTABILITY!

Human consciousness is ONE UNIT. We all share the human psyche. But, this psyche can either function Holistically outside of conflict or as a divided, dualistic persona which is fighting itself. There is no other state of being. The goal of the “Ego” is to seek out all minds and make certain that every mind is operating as a contradiction divided against itself. Why? Simply because that is the only way to stay in control over another mind. Did you know that the word, GOVERN-MENTAL is CONTROL-MIND? Therefore, all governments uses various practices to control the minds of the entire population. Patriotism is the belief that the regional group of people that you happened to be born in and grew up in is there to protect your physical security. All so-called “national security” is mainly to keep your mind divided against itself so that they can control it to use your energy for slavery to the wealthy corporations. That's always been the game plan and always will be. Because it is all founded and rooted in the “Ego”. So long as you serve your “Ego” you are a slave in this world.

Most people think that the majority rule this world. Not true. The Natural Laws of Energy and Consequences rules reality. But hardly anyone understands how to tap into that LAW. Most people don't even want to know. But I've told you that you must study the “Ego” within. All of life has a root or a seed that is the beginning of all things, including ourselves. That root or seed IS our Psyche. That is why the government and fake religions are after your mind and seek to control how it thinks and mainly how it sees itself. So long as you accept no authority to tell you how to perceive things, then you are free from being hijacked, psychologically. It is up to each person to SEE HIM OR HERSELF DIRECTLY AND WITHOUT A SHRED OF EMOTIONAL OPPOSITION. For the moment you oppose what you detect in your mind, you are a slave to emotional words that can control what you think and do. But a mind that only wants to understand its entire nature by simply watching every response that it has in its daily relationships, is free from division/conflict. Such a mind has stepped out of the dimension of conflict or control.

As a fragmented mind, you have very little impact on the collective consciousness of humanity. But as a Whole Mind, you are having an unprecedented impact on the foundation or root of the collective consciousness because you are causing your own “Ego” to Holistically end at its origin. The “Ego” may be big but it is based on memory. Memory has a beginning so it must have an end, too. So when you SEE the beginning of your own “Ego” which is linked to ALL “EGOS” IN THE WORLD, it has the “Domino Affect” like a vibration permeating the entire consciousness of humanity on a subatomic level in the collective subconscious. It may not be obvious what impact the Holistic Mind is having, but a human mind that is no longer fragmented, no longer at odds within itself is having a radical change within itself (the seed of human consciousness) and radiating out into the world. The “Ego” will attack the Holistic Mind to try to scare it into dividing itself, because the militant knows that it cannot conquer a thing so long as it is indivisible. When a divided entity attacks a holistic entity, the divided entity destroys itself and only temporarily inconveniences the Holistic Mind. This is what I have witnessed for over 36 years in my lifetime.

Why?

The Natural Law of Consequences and The Natural Law of Energy indicates that that the contents of an entity determines its fate. If the contents is disintegrating because it is divided within itself, then the ultimate outcome must be destruction. Conversely, if the content is in a state of Holistic Self-Attention, then the outcome is physical and mental stability and creates circumstances that are peaceful and harmonious. In short, the inner always overtakes the outer. If the seed is pure then its fruits shall be good. But if the seed is corrupt because it is divided and in conflict, the its fruit will be poisonous. Each person is making their own circumstances in life based on either self-ignorance or self-awareness of its Whole Mind (ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS WITHOUT OPPOSING BELIEFS OR OPINIONS). This is THE LAW OF ENERGY and THE NATURAL LAW OF CONSEQUENCES. That is the only LAW that I respect and live by. Any man-made laws that oppose THE ATOMIC LAW OF EQUALITIY AND BALANCE is irrelevant. And, I am ready to die for the energy that is the fabric of reality. I don't bow down to any “Ego” – ESPECIALLY IF A MOMENT OF INATTENTION POPS UP AND CAUSES ME TO MOMENTARILY BE AN “EGO”. For if it does happen, I merely pay attention to it and acknowledge what it is without believing in an opposite ideal, concept or belief. That is what the “Ego” does whenever it sees itself being ugly, it runs away from itself into emotional words and pretends like those words have the power to change its ugliness. Words are like make-up, they don't change the face, there merely cover up its flaws, but eventually the make-up wears off. It's just an illusion.

However, for the “Ego” to truly end, it must ACTUALLY SEE WHATEVER IT DESPISES ABOUT ITSELF while understanding that it is that thing and can never escape from itself. It can only learn what it is. In a state of learning there is no conflict because learning about yourself is not opposition. When you see the truth and don't fight with beliefs or opinions, then IT IS THE SEEING OF THE TRUTH THAT SETS THE MIND FREE FROM DIVIDING ITSELF AGAINST ITSELF. WAR ENDS BOTH INWARDLY AND WITH YOUR FELLOW MAN OR WOMAN!

You can never understand your “Ego” just by accumulating verbiage, alone. The “theoretical approach” is useless with regard to ending or understanding the true nature of your “Ego”. Theory is only effective on non-psychological matters. But in the area of the mind regarding how it views its sense of “self-worth”, one must approach it Negatively. In other words, you are not trying to prove a thing to be true. Instead, you must understand by directly coming into contact with the fact of that which is an illusion or false in the mind. Rather than trying to seek “virtue”, the mind needs to find out what is NOT “virtue”. In other words, the mind can never discover what is true first. Instead, the Truth is revealed only as a byproduct of DIRECTLY SEEING what is “false”. The reason why this will be hard for you to do is because the mind is the accumulation of its past. So for millennium it has been fixed in a emotional groove of trying to prove its theories or beliefs or opinions to be “true”. The “Ego” is highly resistant to even consider for even a second that its “positive approach” is faulty. It is too full of pride to admit even privately to itself that it has been wrong all along. The very first step is for the “Ego” to realize that it is operating out of delusion and calling it “fact”.

At the very core of the “Ego” is DENIAL. And, it is this FOUNDATION OF DENIAL that dictates its actions. All “Egotistical” actions are in direct OPPOSITION TO THAT WHICH IS REAL OR TRUE. The very essence of war or conflict is to OPPOSE WHATEVER “IT” DOES NOT WANT TO BE TRUE! The “Ego” of the entire Human Race is responsible for every single catastrophe on Earth. All of the pain, suffering which is brought on by inequality, greed, group identifications/divisions is the outgrowth of every person's “Ego”. The outer world is merely a mirror reflection of the state of affairs within the Human psyche – which has divided itself through opposition. A split mind is an “Ego” that battles itself and its fellow man or woman. The conflict BEGINS INSIDE then gets reflected OUTSIDE. No leader can bring peace because it has to take place INSIDE CONSCIOUSNESS, first. No person can give peace to another. It is strictly an internal affair that solely rest with each person's intention in their life. Unfortunately, “fear” is the “emotional resistance” that overpowers most people into defending and protecting their emotional blindness about their “Ego”. Hardly anyone in the world will be responsible and free their mind from “fear”. We have used “fear” as a viable excuse the ruin our lives and the world (including this Earth). We have allowed “fear” to go unquestioned and have come to the conclusion that “fear” is natural and that it cannot be intelligently ended. As a matter of fact, the “Ego” IS “fear”. That is why it has been secretly protected and never truly investigated at its source. “Fear” is a mind that has divided itself away from the Truth and taking refuge in “fictitious” beliefs, conclusions, opinions or concepts.

When the emotional mind feels or thinks something that is unpleasant to it, then it makes up an opposite emotion. When facing a tragic situation, “fear” says the opposite; it say, “Everything is going to be fine.” The factual situation shows that everything is a disaster. The “emotional mind” divides itself away from WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING by telling itself that “Everything is going to be fine.” The “emotional mind” DESIRES things to be the way it WILLS IT TO BE! The mind is trying to postpone facing any unpleasant situation with an illusion that it conjures. Then, the mind strives to make that illusion into a reality. So the mind is at war with reality. It prefers reality to be other than it is. So it outright OPPOSES it. This tears the mind in half. It, thereby, invents a “false reality” and pretends to itself that it is more real than that which it has OPPOSED (which is the Actuality). This is why people have become priests or monks. They try to DENY THEIR URGES by vowing to OPPOSE their urges. But when no witnesses are around they secretly indulge in them, because the ORIGINAL URGE has merely been covered up. The ORIGINAL URGE IS THEMSELVES. YOU ARE YOUR URGES. Therefore, you can never outrun yourself, because underneath they are burning deep inside your being. “Fear” is the act of running away. However, the mind can never escape from itself. It can only PRETEND IT CAN ESCAPE FROM ITSELF. No matter where you run, the mind cannot get away from itself.

In the Human Emotional Mind is this dichotomy:

WHAT IS SHOULD BE vs. WHAT I AM

It is “The What Should Be” that is the very essence of “FEAR”.

Psychologically, all beliefs, conclusions or opinionated concepts are based on “The What Should Be”.

It is “The What Should Be” that gives birth to WILLPOWER in order to enforce a false thing to be accepted as being the real thing. It begins in our childhood where we are “psychologically raped”. No one wants to see that forcing a child to devote his or her life to believing in the opposite of what he or she thinks or feels is the worse form of ABUSE AND CRUELTY. Because once a child's mind has been misguided into fragmenting itself into becoming an “Ego”, that child will suffer in fear for all the days of its life. And, it will grow up and ABUSE its own child's mind in the exact same way. Because it has been going on for so long and the ones who rule the world are a product of “fear”, they have officially approved of this destructive Psychological operation of Warfare within the “emotional mind”. That is why every government has demanded that we put our children into schools where their “emotional mind” is molded to a pattern of OPPOSING ITSELF AND CONFORMING TO “What It Should Be”. The school rewards the child if it complies and punishes he child if he or she does not. That is the psychological torture all children must face until they have surrendered to “Fear” by accepting OPPOSITION AS A WAY OF LIFE, which means ACCEPTING CONFLICT OR WARFARE AS A WAY OF LIFE.

This “Way of Life” destroys the balance of everything INSIDE AND OUTSIDE of itself. The balance of the “emotional mind” is destroyed because it is no longer free to See Itself As It Really Is. Because, it has been warned not to embrace its total thoughts and feelings. It has been pressured into only clinging to the approved thoughts and feelings and shunning all others. This is splitting the mind up into “The What Should Be” and “What It Actually Is”. Therefore, wholeness of the mind (containing ALL THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS) IS BROKEN. A BROKEN MIND IS OUT OF BALANCE. That BROKEN MIND is the very foundation of its entire life. Whatever it builds is sitting on top of a BROKEN FOUNDATION. So everything crumbles that it builds. Everything that the Human touches is KNOCKED OUT OF BALANCE, because at the core of every Human is FRAGMENTATION DUE TO SELF OPPOSITION IN THE EMOTIONAL MIND. It is the “Emotional Mind” that governs its fate or destiny. It has been trained or conditioned to self-disintegrate.

What will restore Balance in Ourselves and in The Material World?

The “Ego” must naturally come to an end, since its very existence is the sole reason why everything is falling apart. There is only two fundamental states of being. Either there is CREATION or DESTRUCTION; and where one is the other is not. Similar to a light bulb being either ON or OFF, but the light bulb can never be ON and OFF, simultaneously. That would be an impossibility, right?

DESTRUCTION MEANS THAT THE “EGO” MUST BE “ON”.

CREATION MEANS THAT THE “EGO” MUST BE “OFF”.

You cannot WILLINGLY TURN “OFF” THE “EGO”. Because the “Ego” IS “WILL”. The “Ego” naturally ends once it realizes that “IT” cannot do anything to change itself. It is that Acute Realization of Its Limitation that dissolves the “Will”. Its Limitation is that it cannot escape from itself; it can only pretend to itself that it has escaped. Itself is “Disturbance”. It is Disturbed about certain thoughts and feelings. It wishes that it did not think or feel what it does. It wishes that it was not its thoughts and feelings. It wishes that it can go beyond what it is. So it uses words to pretend that it can go beyond itself. The effort to “BECOME MORE” IS THE ESSENCE OF GREED! Desiring “To Become More” than anger, sadness or loneliness is a Battle Against Oneself. That “Self-Battle” is the origin of external conflicts; be they within the family or with co-workers or in a military war zone. It is only when one can Actually See the Futility of OPPOSING WHAT YOU THINK OR FEEL that the “Self-Battle” naturally ends. You can never use conflict to end conflict – no matter what the politicians propagate. Once the delusion of “Striving To Become More” ends, MENTAL WHOLENESS IS BORN, which is Wisdom, Sanity, Peace, Creative Energy & Love permeates the psyche. This is what it truly means to be Free of Fear, Free of Resistance, Free of Opposition, Free of Believing, Free of Hoping, Free of Delusion or Illusion. Then, the Foundation of Your Emotional Mind is Integrated and Whole. Now whatever structure you build in the material world will be Balanced, Benevolent and Non-Competitive. In other words, the structure is your physical well being. The Foundation is the Holistic State of Your Emotional Mind. Your Thoughts and Feelings are equally studied without excluding a single one. Your emotional mind is now a WHOLE UNIT that is not opposing any part of itself. This is what it means to be Mentally Balanced and Sane.

You cannot achieve his state of mind. It is not an acquisition to be captured. It is not a goal that you can pursue. It is not the outcome of memorizing a bunch of statements. You must look, first, before you can communicate a reality. We have been programmed to malfunction. We have been trained to memorize and spit out what we have memorized. We know nothing of direct contact with the reality of what our emotional mind is really doing. We are word collectors and followers of words. We don't want to be free of our ignorance. We like to pretend to be something that we are not. We pretend that we are fair, kind, loving, decent, moral, sane, non-violent, benevolent, non-judgmental, unafraid, brave, understanding, peaceful, etc. They are just empty words for most people because they would like to think it is true. That is the state of opposition that most people live in. They take comfort in the pretense, alone. They don't want to really be those things because that would mean having to face the painful reality that they are none of those things. They are hateful beings who do not love themselves enough to face the Truth about the inward war that they have created and maintain on a daily basis. All warriors blame their suffering on someone else. They never take responsibility for the fact that they are kicking their own ass by opposing what they originally think and feel. Internal Opposition is THE ONLY ENEMY in the Human existence. That is The Only Crime Against Humanity that is causing both mass suicide and genocide, globally.

Humanity, for the most part, are criminal entities because they are in violation of THE NATURAL LAW OF ENERGY and THE NATURAL LAW OF CONSEQUENCES. And, that LAW is about WHOLENESS, BALANCE AND TRUTH THROUGH EXPOSING ALL THAT IS FALSE, ILLUSORY. The “Ego” is THE CRIMINAL. It has erected “false laws” and terrorized people into bowing down to them. The “Ego” is THE ONLY PROBLEM WE MUST FACE. Because if we fail to intelligently face the “Ego”, history shall repeat itself by crushing another civilization except our technology is at a critical point of destructive capability to literally destroy all of the natural resources on Earth so that nothing can live here. Hell it even has the ability to disintegrate the entire planet with its electro-magnetic radio frequency devices that can manipulate the weather and throw nature out of balance for a millennium.

This is it folks! We are facing a major crisis. But the crisis is not OUT THERE. No... The crisis lies in our EMOTIONAL MINDS. It is the EMOTIONAL MIND that controls how we use our Technological Knowledge. That is why we have so far used our Knowledge/Memory to weaponize just about everything. The food is a weapon. The air is now a weapon (laced with heavy metals and radiation). Cell phones, computers, store advertising monitors are zapping your brains with radiation and electro-magnetic waves that are disrupting the natural balance of your brainwaves, as well as your nervous system. We are programmed to willing ingest poisonous drugs under to guise of being helpful to our health. Basically, our material world (including our biological health) is under attack because the “Ego” is attacking itself and has opened the door to allow all other physical malfunctions to go unchecked. So long as the “Ego” is running the show, the quality of life shall continue to deteriorate and degenerate until it become unbearable to live anymore. That is when the scientist and politicians will turn the human body into a computer or robot like a cyborg to function as an obedient machine that takes orders without caring what those order will cause to happen. That is the future we will make for the generations to come because the biological body will no longer be able to house the intense level of psychological disintegration that the “Ego” is generating. Just like the movie, “I Robot”, we are becoming automatons and Humanity, as a biological entity, is becoming obsolete. Soon this world will be nothing but machines running machines. True intelligence will cease. Then it will be a matter of chronological time before the biological nature of this planet will be extinguished, altogether.

That is the final outcome of what happens when BALANCE & WHOLENESS ends. Remember The Law Of Natural Consequences and Energy is that all matter comes from THE ATOM. THE ATOM IS WHOLESNESS, INTEGRATED AND IT IS CREATION ITSELF. THE ATOM is the result of Two Equivalent Opposite Forms of Energy. If one Opposite is more than the other and throws the Atom out of balance, then The Atom Disintegrates. No Atoms = No Material World At All! End of Life in this particular dimension. However, the rest of the Universe will go on existing because Humanity, no matter how much it may expand, can never ever hijack all of life. Simply because, the “Ego” is basically just a fragment of the Wholeness of Life. A Fragment can never overtake THE WHOLE OF LIFE, WHICH IS ENERGY ITSELF. ENERGY CREATED HUMANITY. HUMANITY DID NOT CREATE ENERGY. SO HUMANITY CANNOT DESTROY THAT WHICH IT DID NOT CREATE. HUMANITY CAN ONLY DESTROY ITSELF AND ITS CONTAINER (WHICH IS THIS DIMENSION OF REALITY). BUT, THE “EGO” CAN'T RULE OR DOMINATE THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE. THEREFORE, THE “EGO” HAS NO NATURAL RIGHT OR CAPABILITY TO MAKE “THE LAW OF LIFE”.

THE NATURAL LAW OF ENERGY IS THE ONLY GENUINE LAW. Any Law that opposes THE NATURAL LAW OF ENERGY, is bogus and does not require obedience. The “Ego” will hiss at you and tell you that if you don't respect and hand over your essence to “Its Law” that you will deprived of your physical necessities to live. But, so long as you face your ENTIRE MIND (OBSERVING ALL OF YOUR THOUGHT AND FEELINGS WITHOUT ANY OPPOSITION TO THEM), it wont matter if you physically die or not, because all that matters is that you never acquiesce to the “Ego” by opposing your own mind.

Either one of two things can happen when the “Ego” threatens to kill a person who lives according to The Law Of Natural Consequences and Energy: either the world put together by the “Ego” will start to crumble from Top to Bottom and the Holistic-Minded people will get what they need to live (which also includes the environment which is a part of the wholeness of life); or, the Holistic-Minded people will physically die (along with the planet), and nothing will survive. Why? Because, the Holistic-Mind is functioning with Universal or Cosmic Energy that is Balanced and Whole (without conflict). The Universe is Orderly Energy. The Mind that is Whole is sharing that same Universal Pure Energy, so it is on the same vibrational wave-length as Cosmic Energy. To attack a person who is Whole is to attack the entire Cosmic Energy of Life itself. Pure Energy is Eternal, Unlimited. The “Ego” is innately LIMITED. So, it cannot overpower The Eternal Energy of Life. But, if the Universal Energy allows the Holistic-Minded people to die, that means that the “Ego”, collectively, shall cease to exist. That means the “Ego” will not be able to transfer its pattern of opposition onto another generation to reset the psychological game of self-deception to carry on and on and on, at the expense of constantly damaging the balance of this planet and its atmosphere.

The “Ego” is a virus that is pretending like it is a healthy thing that needs to exist. It is a malfunctioning thing unto itself. It denies this fact. We have proven that it is malfunctioning because its existence is based on imbalance because it seeks to ignore one part of itself in preference for another part. It is causing the Atomic Structure to be out of balance and order by opposing and battling itself. That goes against The Law Of Natural Consequences and Energy. Any energy form that goes against THE LAW OF COSMIC ENERGY is out of order. A virus is operating out of order. Its only function is to cause things to malfunction and to consume the energy of the malfunctioning prey. Also a virus replicates itself. It has been replicating itself by forcing children to pattern their emotional mind to oppose itself just like the adult viruses have accepted. This pattern is a loop that protects that psychological looping of self-deception.

It is quite clear that the “Ego” is an unjustified, invalid entity. It has twisted its energy and broken away from Cosmic Order. Therefore, it has become a monster. All a monster wants to do is dominate, destroy and replicate a replacement version of itself to continue the mayhem. The “Ego” has one single purpose and that is the CONTINUE what it is doing and to infect the minds of its entire species to operation this way. It seeks to destroy anyone who does not go along with its program.

I invite the “Collective Ego” of the entire Human species to attack my physical security. I welcome being crushed to death. It matters not if I physically survive. What matters is that I face my “Ego”, because it is “The Beginning” and “The Link” to all “Egos”. If I physically die without acquiescing to the “Ego” than that will mean the end of its continuity. Either people will have to wake up and live Holistically or they shall become extinct as a species. The “Ego” is not eternal nor indestructible. But its destruction can only come about by intelligently dealing with your own “Ego” (which is connected to them all). So “Ego” please take my physical life. I welcome it. Because, either way the party is over for the “Ego”. Jiddu Krishnamurti was the Alpha who began the ending of the “Collective Ego”. He was a male. I am a female who is the Omega that is ending the “Collective Ego”. Lets say that male holistic psyche equals a “1” and female holistic psyche equals a “0” (just like the binary code). Once there is a Human mind that lives Holistically for rest of its life that represents The Atomic Rule, then that means once Omega (the female holistic mind) comes to the end of her life, that means that the root of the Collective “Egotistical” Mind will come to its end. Without a root directory, the “Ego” shall cease to be able to carry on. That is The Law Of Natural Consequences and Energy, which prevails and trumps all laws made by a limited entity – the “Ego”.

So go ahead and take away everything so that I can't physically survive, because that will mean that the “Ego” will no longer be able to continue. Because, Alpha (holistic male mind “1”) was completed by Jiddu Krishnamurti. The final part of Omega will be completed once a holistic female mind “0” comes to the end of her life. I base this on the Principle of The Atom. The Atom contains equivalent opposite forms of energy known as the “Electron” (having a Negative Charge) plus the “Proton” (having a Positive Charge). The female is like a zero or a hole like a vagina. The male is like a “1” that is something to place inside of the “hole”. These represent the equivalent opposite forms of energy – The Negative Energy and The Positive Energy. The Woman and The Man. When the opposite energies meet and come together it causes the Creation of A Child. When the “Electron” and “Proton” meets, it Creates The Atom, which is the substance of all matter in the Universe.

Since the Human Psychological Mind has only ONE ROOT that binds the sum of all psyches, it will take at least 1 Holistic Male Mind plus 1 Holistic Female Mind to cause a RADICAL TRANSFORMATION AT THE ROOT LEVEL OF THE COLLECTIVE HUMAN PSYCHE. That transformation is the ending of psychological warfare through opposing thoughts and feelings with beliefs that are “unrealities” seeking to replace the original actual state of mind. The covering up of “What One Actually Thinks or Feels” with “What One Chooses To Think or Feel” is what needs to be transformed. The false belief seeking to cover up the painful thoughts and feelings is what fractures the mind and puts it at odds within itself, which causes mental imbalance (sorrow, loneliness, anger, hatred, confusion, etc.). A mind that is fully awake and perceives ALL THOUGHTS and FEELINGS, is at peace because it is functioning like The Atom which includes both the Negative and Positive forms of energy without choosing one over the other. The Atom is Neutral or Zero which is the Energy of Creation, not destruction or imbalance. Yes, things do end in the natural order when there natural time is up. But all forms of energy return to its origin of Nothingness to reemerge backing into a brand new expression of energy. And such is the Natural Order of Life. It is the Origin of Energy that determines the way energy will be reintroduced back into existence. No life form will ever be able to know what that is or to take charge of it. The Human Mind is greedy for power and control and wants to own Energy. But when it tries, it self-destructs over and over again.

So as I was saying... The Atom contains the solution to the problem of living. It is about Wholeness & Balance. Any entity that chooses to operate outside of Wholeness and Balance is OUT OF ORDER and is, therefore, in the wrong. Such an entity is doomed. The “Ego” is a doomed entity that uses a lot of emotional rhetoric to pretend to itself and the world that it is running Life and controls Energy. That's a lie! We all have a chance to understand ourselves and there is nothing anyone can do to stop us from understanding ourselves, HOLISTICALLY. A partial understanding of our psyche is not good enough. We have to understand it as a Whole or not at all. While it is true that we can never know everything about technical information, it is a different matter altogether to understand through having complete attention to whatever we emotionally think or feel. One can be totally in touch with the reality of what we think or feel. If I feel upset, I can completely feel that reality and learn about it (which is myself). Being in total contact with any state of mind one is experiencing in the present moment is our NATURAL FUNCTION – just like the total release of both Negative and Positive forms of energy produces The Atom, which is the material of life itself. So must I be in complete awareness of my Negative and Positive emotions. Like and Dislike are irrelevant factors that are petty and not to be taken seriously. It doesn't matter if I like a certain emotion or dislike it. ALL emotions must be felt and completely observed and understood because they are the sum total of my being, for they are all my mind. To reject any emotional expression is to split my mind and cause imbalance. When The Atom was split, it cause an imbalance and a release of destructive energy. Nuclear plants are releasing high levels of radiation into the atmosphere. Radiation that is too high will cause an imbalance in our sex hormones which not only causes cancer but is causing sexual confusion. This is why we have men who are growing breast and acting like women and women are developing abnormally high levels of testosterone and behaving in a masculine manner.

What I am saying is that the “Ego” is twisting and distorting energy by making things go out of balance because “It” is out of balance. All modern economies are operating on a foundation of imbalance. Long-term imbalance results in annihilation. Remember The Atomic Law of Life is that all of the Universe is made out of Atoms. If the contents of that Atom becomes imbalance for prolong periods of time, ultimately it will create a Black Hole of Anti-Matter. The “Ego” is a Black Hole in the Consciousness of Mankind. That Hole is expanding with each generation. The children are losing their innocence at younger and younger ages. The only time that the mind is Holistically Observing All of its Emotions is when it is a baby up to becoming a toddler. Then it starts to seek pleasure and avoid pain and starts to divide its mind against itself. That is giving rise to all kinds of mental disturbance which is being covered by drugs. The drugs are numbing the mind and putting people into psychological comas. They walk around like zombies who feel lost and empty inside. They are searching for something but don't know what, exactly. They don't realize what they are doing is adding to their torment. Then the politicians come along promising them that things will get better if they will go to war with some other group of suffering, lonely human beings. All the leaders of this “Ego-Driven” world are doing the same hoax. It's one big ball of confusion going round in circles like a hamster on its wheel going no where.

So as I said earlier... There must be an ending at the Root of The Collective “Ego”. That can only happen once 1 man and 1 woman has lived their lives Holistically in their emotional beings. The Positive Energy = 1. The Negative Energy = 0. The binary code. The female must complete the other half of the Whole Human Mind (just like the day and night of the emotional mind – the opposites).

Now I understand why I been denied access to physical comfort. My life has been living from one unknown point to another. I barely get what I need because I wont stroke the “Ego” to get it. It's all a big trick to stroke the “Ego”. Even if I did, later all that I got when be taken away and I'd be destroyed as an example for defying the “Ego”. It is never an option for me to stroke the “Ego”. I have defying the “Ego” for over 36 years of my life so I've passed the point-of-no-return. The purpose of my life is to go on defying the “Ego” until my time is up on Earth. I realize that before my time is up that the “Ego” must do everything possible to frighten me into psychological opposition. It wants me to feel helpless, lonely, scared, desperate, angry so that I will want to run away from those emotions. I have felt them all completely until there was nothing left to feel. I am my emotions so I don't fear them. Fear is a delusion. If you think that your emotions are a detachable part of you that you can dissect, you are deluded. And when you think that way, you feel like trying to escape from them because you don't think they are you. But when you realize that you are what you think and feel, then all you can do is study yourself and feel it all the way to its natural end. I welcome anyone to insult me or even compliment me. They are all the same to me. I know that the only reason why the “Ego” does what it does is to get me to break my mind and be an “Ego”. The “Ego” cannot control anything outside of itself. It is a fragment and a fragment can never control WHOLENESS. That is just an impossibility. So do your worse “Ego”. I am here to face you and anything you can dish out. Because I will feel whatever you toss my way. I will feel it and transform it by handing it over to the Energy of Life. When you Holistically Observe any challenge, it is being handed over to The Energy of Life or Creation to be dealt with. I am “Nothing”. And, “Nothing” IS EVERYTHING. The ATOM = 0 which is the Neutral Point – That Is Perfect Balance. The imbalanced “Ego” can do nothing about it but rant and threaten and throw meaningless emotional words at reality. The “Ego” can shout at the mirror but the mirror did not make what it sees reflected in it. The “Ego” is an ugly monster that is self-loathing but it blames everyone else except for itself, which is who is really responsible for its suffering and refuses to change it. It just wants to continue being as asshole to the bitter end. I am not trying to change the “Ego” of others by trying to convince you of anything. I am just telling I like it is. It's up to you what you do and don't do. I couldn't care less. My job is to live in harmony within my emotional arena and to communicate to the world the facts. When you do with that communication is your business.

I look to no outside agency to help me. Yes, I did read what Jiddu Krishnamurti discussed about the “Ego” and I listened to watched his videos. But, he did not help me to understand my mind. He merely presented the facts and I tested what he pointed out. It is one thing the swallow whole what someone says; but is quite another when you examine something for yourself. He may have pointed out that the mind is limited and cannot go beyond itself. I have done two things to explore and investigate his findings. First, I watched my mind in response to what people say to me to see for myself what it does. Second, I watched tons of stories that shows the “Ego” in action. From watching the egotistical thought process, insights arise and you clearly see the WHOLE PROCESS. After a while you can sense what is coming next before it happens, without trying to do it. That is what starts happening when you have your own Awakening of Wisdom/Intelligence through Pure Holistic Observation. You can't just listen to what J. Krishnamurti says and expect an awakening to happen. People who do this spend decades waiting for a revelation and nothing happens. Then they get angry with him for not making it happen for them. It is due to their own mental laziness and fear why it doesn't happen. And, mainly because most people are incredibly dishonest with themselves. The first step the understanding your “Ego” is to face the fact that it does not want you to see or understand it because the moment you do, it no longer exists (ha-ha-ha!).

Be are little children waiting to be rescued by some saint. That's never going to happen. In Natural Law, the entity that makes the problem can only find the solution through studying the problem maker. J. Krishnamurti examined his “Ego” that believed the Theosophical Society authorities when they promised him that certain deities would watch over his sickly brother and protect him while Krishnamurti was on a tour speaking on behalf of the Theosophical Society. He was in extreme shock when he learned on his ocean voyage that his brother had died. That was the day that he became aware of how his mind had deceived itself by believing. Then he kept on investigating the Whole Nature of “Self Deception”, and he shared his findings with the world so that they could be free. That was the humanitarian thing to do. But, he warned the world not to take what he was saying for granted, which is the act of believing him. He constantly warned against accepting what anyone, including himself, had to say about the psyche. The psyche must DIRECTLY study itself and only learn from the Studying, alone. But, no one listened to him. If they did, it was rare. I listened to that warning and took heed. I realized that you can't understand your own mind by copying another person. You have to watch your own responses and see what they are. Then when I listened against to Krishnamurti, I was understanding the message for real, not just fooling myself. I went so far as to face life-and-death situations to see if I was understanding or not. If I was faking it, I would not survive the challenges. I've lived, for 7 years, with a social-path who had a history of violence (possibly has killed people). He wanted to harm me so much that when he got angry he would punch the walls and throw things (like a TV). When he acted that way, I would simply pay close attention to my emotional thoughts and feelings and then looked to see what would happen. I had no control over anything. I simply studied my responses without seeking emotional comfort of any kind. Then I would listen to Krishnamurti talks and they would have much deeper meaning for me.

People are fundamentally violent. Some are not aware of their violence. They don't understand that they are being violent when they pray or concentrate of positive affirmations or seek psychological self-improvement. Most people think that the word “positive” means that it is a “good” thing, always. Not necessarily. Whenever the mind “seeks to become” the opposite of what it is, that is self-destructive. It is a subtle way of avoiding understanding itself. It does not want to be disturbed. But as a part of learning, it is necessary to be disturbed. Can you learn how to play a guitar without hurting your finger tips. Can you give birth without pain? Pain has its proper place in life. It is a part of life. When we try to get rid of all pain, we are going against “The Natural Laws of Energy and Consequences”. The Energy of Life is a dichotomy that requires us to experience both sides equally. We must equally experience both Night and Day, Hunger and Fullness, Pain and Pleasure, Sickness and Wellness, Living and Dying, etc. The mind is always trying to avoid one side of life and cling onto the other. It wants Pleasure to Continue and for Pain to End. It separates Life and Death. Life and Death are 2 sides of the same cosmic coin. When we breathe in air that is Life and when we exhale air that is Death. We are awake and then we are asleep, which is another form of Life and Death. Psychologically, we have moods that arise. It is wrong to try to control moods. They are like the weather. They come and last for a time. Then they disappear just like they sudden came into being. When the mind tries to act like a dictator and control what we should think or feel and how long, that causes mental imbalance. We try to drive away all unpleasant thoughts and feelings by distracting ourselves with something that we like. This is wrong and causes neurosis. If we were properly educated we would understand that there is a necessity to experiencing unpleasant things. I might not like the taste of certain things, but they are necessary for my health. I might like the taste of other things, but they are detrimental to my health. So we can't be a slave to pleasure, which means to live a life of pleasing yourself.

Life is about understanding. Energy produces life forms so that it can study itself in many different ways. It is the Energy inside of us that we live for. Our essence needs to observe and learn about what it is. That is why we are naturally put into existence just to study what we are as we feel all things that arise within us. Wisdom and right action is born out of self-study. Without self-study, we have no basis for what we say, think or do. Our lives are meaningless unless we learn from observing our responses to all challenges in life. The real point to living is learning about our actual nature. As we learn, we function in harmony and grace. But when we seek to be controllers of our lives, we have lost our way and we become ugly monsters that are completely deranged and warped. Then we degenerate into rotten creatures who are hurt and wish to hurt others. This is what malfunctioning exist.

I am not your authority. There is no authority in the psyche. All that is needed is self-examination without opposition. Look at the consequences of opposition. When the mind is at odds with itself, that is REAL HELL. Heaven is a concept born out of mental suffering. The mind conjures up myths to run after. They are all psychological make up to cover up the emotional pain. But, eventually the pain is revealed once the make up wears off. All emotional beliefs, dogmas, ideologies, opinions, conclusions and subjective concepts are psychological make up. It distorts the mind to view itself not as it really is. But the make up always wears off. Then the mind is mad at what it sees. This is the morbid struggle in Human Consciousness that every person is challenged with. This problem is very complex but it can be resolved if you approach complexity with a simply approach. There is nothing simpler than NO MOVEMENT AWAY FROM WHATEVER YOU THINK OR FEEL. All emotional beliefs, dogmas, ideologies, opinions, conclusions and subjective concepts are MOVEMENT AWAY FROM WHATEVER YOU THINK OR FEEL. When you seek to escape from psychological pain, you intensify and proliferate it. Please don't take my word for it (which is what “believing” is). Find out and observe what happens when you run and hide inside of a lie which you can hope, faith, belief. See how messed things continue to get. When you watch and learn, then you are free from self-deceit. Then, you can relax and just BE!

Thank you.