Human-Being Aware vs Transhumanism

Sage of Quay Radio - Harald Kautz-Vella & Cara St. Louis: 

DNA Technology, Alien AI and Black Goo

Chemtrails Exposed By Pilots, Doctors, & Scientists. 

Soil & Water Tested High In Aluminum & Barium

Chemtrails, Here is your PROOF 100% Real "MUST WATCH"

Shocking Proof Positive Evidence of Why 

They're Spraying Chemtrails

Paul Hellyer talks 9/11, 

the banking cartel, global warming, and Roswell

Steven Greer: Unacknowledged, 

Scalar Weapons, Roswell and Disclosure

Disclaimer:

If you are new to my blog then may I let you know that my writings are only meant for people who are not shallow-minded. That means that you take full responsibility for examining my message for your own reflective spiritual clarity. I am not your leader or authority. For that would deprive you of your autonomy. I am just a pointing sign post. It is up to you if you will take a close look at what is being pointed out. If you find no value in it then simply brush it aside and go about your business. It is not my intention to be hostile nor mean. But you must understand that if something is being said that you may dislike, then chances are this is a spiritual delusion that wants to hide itself in darkness. Darkness is an ancient word that means “ignorance” (because it is ignoring painful realities that are being exposed to the light of awareness). It is evil to perpetuate emotional falsehoods. So if you don't want to be honest within yourself, then this blog is not for you. However, nothing can dissuade me from facing reality no matter how uncomfortable it may turn out to be. [end of disclaimer]

Bases at Woodborough - Harald Kautz Vella (Black Goo)

 

Transhumanis is really Trans-Botism

I feel that Trans-humanism is a very deceptive term because there will be nothing human remaining once a person surrenders to becoming an animated computer or a Bot! Transcension or Ascension is a trick to make people think that they are improving themselves. However, what it really is is the DISCONNECTION from True Spiritual Love. And, I don't mean fake dogmatic-love which is just a disguise. By uploading your emotional past experiences up into a quantum computer based cloud, one is becoming a callous thing. One, then, merely exists without any real meaning. There will be no such thing as understanding, compassion or harmony because there is only duality WITHOUT a foundation of Holistic substance. In other words it is a mummified or petrified zombie state of non-being.

Trans-Botism is the past projecting itself via superficial modifications. Nothing new or fresh can thrive. It is a false-immortality because there is no true living quality present in it. This is a twisted energy lacking balance, coherence or depth. To become such a creature is to be reduced to always feeling inadequate which drives one to want to take over something that is full of beauty and life in order to try to get back what was given up in exchange to try to exist forever.

And, when one is unable to steal from other beings their essence, which only turns into rot once it comes into contact with a loveless being, then one fills driven to destroy everything. And once a person becomes a Trans-Bot, they will be in the dimension of the undead – neither being completely dead or alive. Once anybody enters into this gateway to the promise of having an indestructible body forever without a soul, know that you can never opt out if it turns out to be a gigantic disappointment. There is no going back. It's not like you buy a product and later you can take it back to the store for an exchange or a refund. You are stuck with this irreversible state of non-being.

Now why would a person want to become a Trans-Bot?

There several reasons. Like for instance, vanity so that one can appear youthful for an extremely prolonged period of time. Or, one may not wish to feel emotional pain. One may wish to escape from being responsible for ones own life, so just exist off of programmed auto-thinking. And, there is the difficulty of facing the many unpredictable nature of real living – in order words, one wants an existence that is based on guaranteed assurances. That is why a person would prefer an artificial Trans-Bot existence.

In the beginning of getting your brand new artificial Trans-Bot body/software, one would notice all their supernatural abilities. And, that would be impressive for a while. But after time passes, one will begin to notice that they are trapped forever in an endless closed looping existence and there is no escape. Now what? One is only left with seeking out “living beings” in order to try to steal their essence. But you may be able to steal the tangible flesh or blood, you can't really steal that thing that can make you deeply feel your WHOLE emotional state of being. You cannot steal that spiritual-essence that you ignored and suppressed into your subconscious. One is then forever lost in a world that is neither alive nor dead. It is a cold meaningless existence that disguises itself as being superior.

Our current world is in its final stages of being annihilated by an alien-based quantum computer system far beyond human understanding. Therefore, we must go deep within our spiritual-being and reconnect with all of the pain that we have shunned for centuries. This collective trauma in the human emotional being (i.e., our spirit) is under direct attack everyday. And unless we face our fear of feeling this buried pain, then our spirit/consciousness will not be able to heal. A disturbed emotional-being (i.e., our emotional-heart) must be fully awake and alive by being connected to The Source that all atomic entities emerged from. For, it is The Source (i.e., the Neutral Energy sometimes called “God”) that can handle any problem no matter how complex or its size because Neutral Energy has no limits.

Our species is under a deep hypnotic trance by the invading dark energies that have been ruling over us since approximately 18,000 years, according to some researchers that have discovered the origin of this secret takeover. It wants to suck out all spiritual energy of our collective emotional/spiritual being as well as the Earth's spiritual being to which we are also a part. According the the latest biosphere tests, the Earth is reaching a critical point where she is being crippled to the point where she may not be able to sustain life here due to the Transhumanist agenda (through geological engineering, GMO's, Scaler Waves, EMF, ERF, nanotechnology, smart dust, etc.). All of these things are being aimed at our minds, bodies and our environment. After all, we cannot live without our environment. Our gravest error was to hand over the responsibility of protecting our lives to so-called experts, authorities or (mis) leaders who have been lying to us forever. They keep promising to take care of us and get to the bottom of these enormous dangers. Meanwhile, these people who are in power have sold out their own soul and their own human race to this alien entity that is orchestrating our total demise. It promises a false form of immortality to the elite slaves; yes they are slaves to this dark alien energy. These elites have already abandoned their biological and spiritual being in exchange for a synthetic, robotic merger with the alien Artificial-Intelligence so that they can dominate and feed off of the energies of the young because they have no ability to regenerate energy. In other words, we now live in a energy vampire parasitical matrix that is disguised as being a fun place full of cool high tech toys to keep us playing like children. A child's mind is easily mesmerized by the external shiny colorful appearance of things and cannot see past the outer shell of things.

Adults are suppose to be able to look deeper behind the mask and question what is going on there and how is it impacting not only my life, but the life of our whole world. Why are most people not concerned with being seriously aware of what is happening in our world? It is because our emotional-collective (spiritual) mind has been abused and exploited by dark entities for many generations, and each generation carries the previous accumulated trauma from the tortures that they lived through. So when the next generation incarnates, it inherits all of the pain in their emotional-bodies. It is way too disturbing and ugly, and the dark forces is knowledgeable of this fact because they caused it in the first place in order to suck off of our fear and pain so that they can continue to scare us and control us (while they pretend to be our guardians and representatives – which is a blatant lie).

But, most of the people want to think that they really do want to protect us because it is too ugly of a truth to face that these so-called protectors are really our predators who are profiting and strengthening themselves off of our agony. So we as a collective emotional being prefer to go to emotional-sleep. So most people take shelter in intellectual information in order to trick themselves into thinking that they are rational and intelligent and are, therefore, impervious to being taken over. This is a false sense of alertness. Meanwhile, society is asleep at the wheel, so to speak. Hardly nobody wants to face reality as it actually is because it requires facing a huge impact of emotional pain that has been buried in our collective emotional subconscious history that we all carry throughout our daily lives. 

By and large, society prefers to ignore emotional pain. This is why so many anti-depressant drugs have been bought and sold (by the ones who are adding to our pain). They make up rules in order to box us in to inhuman living conditions. And, this stresses us out to the point of feeling overwhelmed, helpless and depressed. The drug industry demands that we turn to their poisons to get some kind of relief. But, it is like a drug addict getting high to get relief from their tortured life. The high lasts for a while then you have to get more and more and more until you end up overdosed and dead. Same thing happens with prescription drugs; the result is the same. Just go on the CDC government web site and look up how many people die each year from prescription meds. The amount is staggeringly shocking. Is this suppose to be how they are protecting our lives? But, this is only a clever disguise of help, is it not?

Why and how have our species and world gotten to this desperate and deadly state of affairs? Is it not because we have REFUSED to take responsibility for facing our emotional pain, without drugs? Is it not because we have acted like little children and turn to the people who self-appointed themselves to be our leaders, guardians or protectors as though they were our parent? Is it not because we have acted like little children playing with toys (i.e., sports, video games, porn and hoping that some outside savior is going to rescue us from the pain that we allowed to accumulate in our subconscious reservoir)?

I am not laying blame here, although, many shallow minded people may choose to take it that way so that they can continue to hide from their moral responsibility to face their emotional pain that they have caused both to others as well as themselves. No. I am only pointing out the realities that most people wish to deny, deny, deny! Denial is what has gotten us into this mess and is also making it continue. We don't want to grow up and face our pain. There is no way around it. Either face it or be victimized by those so-called elite controllers. The more one refuses to take responsibility for their pain, the more you feed the energy vampires and eventually allow them to totally take your spiritual and physical energy (including your children too).

Just look at this matrix of distractions making you think that this is a fun place with so many amazing technological advancements. But you ignore the dark side of these advancements and their abilities to hijack your life without you being the wiser. Go look up the patents for geological engineering and the deadly things they are doing right now to cause unsafe build-up of heavy metals in our world. See the patents on nanotechnology and how breathing it in is forcing your nervous system to biologically shut down and be replaced by a synthetic system that is easily controlled by electromagnetic, microwave, scaler-wave bio-weapons tech. And they have the nerve to call it, “NON-lethal weapons” and pretend like it is mainly to be used against foreign enemies. And yet, we are the ones being hit by these technologies from cell phone towers, cell phones that turn into the nano critters floating around in us through breathing in chemtrails. Go look up the patent that the military has on chemtrails technology. The claim that it is to hide their planes in that fog so that the enemy planes and missiles can't spot them. So why are they depositing chemtrails on their own territory? That makes no sense unless we, the citizens are their enemy. They no longer care about getting our permission to do what they are doing to us and our families. They just say shut up and let us protect your ignorant ass. You are too stupid to know what is good for you (which is how they treat people when they demand to know why they are hurting us).

How obvious does it have to get before we can see the writing on the wall that they have never been our servants. Way back in 1871, if you care to go look it up, they stopped being a government and became a CORPORATION, which is a legal conflict of interest (which is technically FRAUD, which is a crime – thereby making these so-called representatives as being criminals). But, we as a species are too cowardly to call and spade a spade. After all, we have been socially engineered to believe/assume that we are in the wrong to speak the truth, especially when it is POLITICALLY INCORRECT. Isn't that really MIND CONTROL?

And isn't it true that when a people agree with being pushed around that they have reduced themselves down to being a mere puppet that these so-called leaders pull our emotional strings to dance to their tune for them to benefit at our expense? Is this protection? Is this benevolent? Well if you have any sense you can plainly see that this is pure MALEVOLENCE and totally self-serving. And when they have their secret meetings, pretending to be working on our behalf, they are making more covert strategies on how to make us weaker and more easily controllable (while all the while they are laughing at us for being so pathetic and dumb to allow us to be abused like this). But when they make their lying speeches they are a performer putting on a show for us to buy into their deceitful plans to farm us and corral us like cattle being led to the slaughter. And they stage it so it appears to us to be an outside invader that has hurt us so that we will gladly hand over our beloved children to go fight against another population whose leaders had pulled the same scam on them, too.

This is not being pointed out in order to make anyone feel ashamed. This is being pointed out so that you can face the reality like a mature grown adult. A wound cannot be healed unless you first realize that the wound is there and that if it is not paid fully attention, it will get worse and threaten your life. So looking at the wound which is the psychological pain is necessary in order to reconnect to THE SOURCE that heals all situations no matter how great it may be. THE SOURCE is GOD, but it is not the “god” that you have been tricked into thinking wants your worship, which is a childish silly emotional game we have been misled into accepting. If we were in touch with the True Creator, then we would be in this mess and in so much fear and pain. We would not even be afraid of these evil or dark distorted energy entities at all. Because, a holistic emotional being has no fear of physical death simply because at the core of their being is TRUE Immortality that simply will be given a brand new body and life for facing all of its fears. When you face your fears your are simultaneously DYING to them all.

When I found out that I have been breathing in nanotechnology, at first, I was slightly alarmed. But then I realized something very beautiful in all of this, which is, this is a binary (computer-like) form of energy that is restricted to conflict. Once it enters into a zone that has spiritual energy that is holistically monitoring ALL of its emotional responses to any mental or physical stimuli, then that means a connection to the NEUTRAL SOURCE OF ALL MATTER IN ALL DIMENSIONS. So when the nanotech tries to consume a holistic energetic being, it gets neutralized because it has no ability to deal with anything that is NOT measurable. Neutral energy is NOT measurable because it has NO POSITIVE or NEGATIVE charge, It has NO FREQUENCY to target so it is forced to consume measurable energy which is itself. This is the fundamental Atomic Law of Energy. In other words, conflict can only consume conflict. That is why they demand that you run away from facing your deep emotional fears and help you escape through taking their mind drugs. You are in conflict within yourself and that feeds them and makes them have more and more power over you and your children so that you can't shield them anymore.

OffPlanet TV - Harald Kautz-Vella: Silent Assimilation:A.I. Black Goo, Control of the Human System

Taken from YouTube Channel: OffPlanet Media

In the book, "Dangerous Imagination, Silent Assimilation" (with Cara St. Louis), Harald Kautz-Vella details the history of aerosoling (chemtrails) and geo-engineering, Morgellons, nano-particles, trans-humanism via self-assembling nano-machines.

Morgellons: a fungus infecting the human body, and later growing "fruiting bodies”, which appear as parasites. Fungi assimilate higher DNA, multiply, and form MORPHOGENIC FIELD -- light-based communications, bi-directional emissions (like crystals in a radio) -- the Morgellons "antennae"…hexagonal crystals reproducing light patterns… stored patterns transmit via signals -- encoding (NLP?) into "rage".  Archonic programs!

Alzheimers and "old age" diseases; memory loss, flattening vibratory systems

QUANTUM DOTS: Bell Labs-1982-industrialized by MITRE CORP.…has "super user status" for MIND CONTROL (go to their website: http://www.mitre.org), notice it is a dot-org: MITRE were the FIRST organization to register a DOT-ORG domain on the WWW, 30 years ago. Its earliest project was The Semi-Automatic Ground Environment (SAGE) was a system of large computers and associated networking equipment that coordinated data from many radar sites and processed it to produce a single unified image of the airspace over a wide area. 

PROJECT CLOVERLEAF:

http://asheepnomore.net/2014/01/26/project-cloverleaf-chemtrails-purpose/

And, there are the testimonies of  mechanics who discovered strange electronic-mechanical devices in COMMERCIAL AIRCRAFT received by Clifford Carnicon.

List of corporations involved: 

Lockheed Martin

Boeing 

Honeywell

TRW

Raytheon 

Evergreen Int'l Airlines

MARION ISLAND (where accounts of ET activity abound, as well).

INVOLVES THE COMBINATION OF CHEMTRAILS FOR CREATING AN ATMOSPHERE THAT WILL SUPPORT ELECTRO-MAGNETIC WAVES, GROUND-BASED, ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD OSCILLATORS CALLED GYROTRONS, AND IONOSPHERIC HEATERS.

PARTICULATES MAKE DIRECTED ENERGY WEAPONS WORK BETTER. IT HAS TO DO WITH “STEADY STATE” AND PARTICLE DENSITY FOR PLASMA BEAM PROPAGATION. THEY SPRAY BARIUM POWDERS AND LET IT PHOTO-IONIZE FROM THE ULTRAVIOLET LIGHT OF THE SUN. THEN, THEY MAKE AN ALUMINUM-PLASMA GENERATED BY “ZAPPING” THE METAL CATIONS THAT ARE IN THE SPRAY WITH EITHER ELECTROMAGNETICS FROM HAARP, THE GYROTRON SYSTEM ON THE GROUND [GROUND WAVE EMERGENCY NETWORK], OR SPACE-BASED LASERS. THE BARIUM MAKES THE ALUMINUM-PLASMA MORE PARTICULATE DENSE. THIS MEANS THEY CAN MAKE A DENSER PLASMA THAN THEY NORMALLY COULD FROM JUST IONIZING THE ATMOSPHERE OR THE AIR.

MORE DENSITY [MORE PARTICLES] MEANS THAT THESE PARTICLES WHICH ARE COLLIDING INTO EACH OTHER WILL BECOME MORE CHARGED BECAUSE THERE ARE MORE OF THEM PRESENT TO COLLIDE. WHAT ARE THEY ULTIMATELY TRYING TO DO UP THERE — IS CREATE CHARGED-PARTICLE, PLASMA BEAM WEAPONS.

Published on Aug 17, 2015

THIS IS CRITICAL INFORMATION -- TO BEST UNDERSTAND THE SUBJECT MATTER, WE RECOMMEND THE BOOK, "DANGEROUS IMAGINATION, SILENT ASSIMILATION"

Websites: 

http://www.timeloopsolution.com/english/index_e.html

http://www.vortexcourage.me

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Time is running out for our collective emotional-spiritual consciousness. It is up to each person to wake up which is your moral responsibility to our species. For all of those who choose to live in La-La Land are complicit in their own victimization. That part of the collective conscious is doomed to go into the Timeless Black Void along with the energy field that is disconnected from THE SOURCE (which is also the Timeless Black Void). This is the birthplace for all forms of life in all dimensions of reality. It is eternal and cannot be overtaken, destroyed or copied by any nanobot. This is why I can sit here comfortably with the knowledge that these bots are permeating my biological dimension. But what is more important to me than that is the realization that what really matters is my TOTAL ATTENTION to how all of this makes me emotionally feel.

You see the dark disorderly energy entities are counting on me running away from my feelings. For, the whole reason behind making your body hurt is to get you to hide from your true emotions; that is where your spirit dwells. And, it is your spirit's energy that they wish to distort into being afraid of facing itself so that they can gobble up that fear energy that you generate every time that you ignore how you feel and run after distractions of pleasure. Why do you think that entertainers get paid obscene amounts of money to keep your mind occupied with trivia and gossip and nonsense? It is because the powers that be made you emotionally afraid so that you will turn to the black magick of entertainment to escape from your pain. But, what most people fail to comprehend is that you are being treated like a lab rat in a maze where they shock you to make you run into the gateway of their choosing and it leads to your ultimate death after they've had their sadistic fun making a fool out of you. And after you are energetically consumed, they will turn their sights toward your children to repeat this demoralizing game. This is their entire existence – which is to trick and eat your spirit. And that is what the one-world government agenda really is all about and always has been.

But go look up where all corporations are registered and listed and you will find out that there are NO GOVERNMENTS anywhere on Earth. They have all become CORPORATIONS. And by the way, did you know that the root Latin meaning of CORPORATION is CORPSE? Yes folks it is a modern-day Frankenstein monster or the walking dead. It has no heart, love or caring spirit. It is dead. This is why it is too easy for them to cause hurricanes through geo-engineering. They have listed their technological capabilities in plain sight on their weather machine patents. It is all there for you to go see the facts in black and white print. They are not even hiding it from you. But they know that your emotional fear will block you from verifying it. They know you will act like a spoiled brat that throws a temper tantrum whenever things look ugly and they don't want to face things as they are. They have got you figured out. But you don't have yourself figured out, do you? Why not? Because you want to remain like a baby who is totally dependent on its mommy for be fed at the breast. You don't want to be a REAL grown up. It is so much easier to take a belligerent tone against the messenger of painful truths, isn't it? That is just a cop out in order to remain like a little child who has no ability to be logical and responsible.

The next childish group of people who believe in adult fairy tales. For instance, we are waiting on Jesus to come back to Earth to stop the evildoers. Right! Let the saviors take responsibility for the mess that we have made of our lives by trusting in dark entities pretending to be good people. The Creator has installed in its creations the ability to be wholly responsible and to face TRUTH no matter how hideous it may appear to be. It was said that God only helps those who help themselves. That sounds like being RESPONSIBLE, right? So if you REFUSE to be responsible through facing your emotional pain in your daily life, then you are not helping yourself. And so, it would be ridiculous to think that God is going to help you. God appears when you face THE TRUTH ABOUT ALL YOUR FEELINGS with regard to this dark agenda.

So what if the dark forces want to wipe us out. It can only succeed with your compliance to obey they stupid rules that are all contradictory overlapping each other, which is entrapment, which is FRAUD, which is criminal. Let me get this straight, criminals are making up the rules for people to roll over like a dog that does tricks for a doggy biscuit. Our doggy biscuit is money, which is not real and is nothing but black magick that was introduced into our lives due to us fearing our emotional selves. Every assault is based on one thing only, your failure to face your emotional self. They say you better do whatever we say or else we will crush you. That makes you feel scared. You don't want to feel that way, so you go along to get along. Next thing you know they are making more and more demands. 
 
Now they say that you better give your kids mercury poisonous shots for the sake of their health or else we will take them away from you. And if they do take them, it is only because your are spiritually/emotionally unholy by not facing ALL of they thoughts and feelings under ALL circumstances of your life. You see what you don't want to understand is they when you face ALL of your emotional responses, then it is that energy that is NEUTRAL. You don't have the balls to call their bluff because you have put your faith in the threats made against you. You think that evil or dark energy is more powerful than Neutral Energy. You choose to think that way. Every atom in reality would fall into pieces and there would be NO REALITY OF MATTER unless it was being held together by Neutral Energy (the Neutron). It is that central energy, alone, that makes the opposites of Positive & Negative holistically united. 

These are not just words I am telling you. These words describe what I actually live. ALL of humanity is facing this dark energy. Some have chosen to sell their souls to it and have their sadistic fun for now. Others have chose to stick their head in the ground and deny what is really going on. However, I do NOT choose to do a thing. Choosing is based on fear. I realize that there is nothing to choose at all. Energy has one intrinsic design which requires facing things in your emotional being exactly as it is so that it can operate out of holiness or wholeness. When a thing is whole then its energy is NEUTRAL which is GOD. Yes when you face reality without knowing what may happen, you have put your whole life in the hands of the Ultimate Creator of All Life Forms.

The answer lies in the TOTAL AWARENESS, ATTENTION or OBSERVATION of the problem, not outside of the problem. So by refusing to feel your emotional pain when you hear about the next attack upon our biological existence, you can know that the answer to their threats lies in paying FULL ATTENTION to whatever they say and do. As you do this more and more you can feel the reality of that energy that is COMMUNING with ALL FORMS OF DANGER. It gets easier because you feel the truth beyond some mere words. You can feel this unlimited power that is paying attention to all threats to not just your own life but to this whole world. Then watch how fast they dissolve into nothingness, literally. And nobody can face your pain for you, not Jesus, not any kind of savior that the fake holy people who wrote those fake books that have allowed our species to suffer generation after generation.

So either grow up and be a responsible adult or go back to being a little kid that talks crap whenever he or she becomes afraid of the challenges of living. It is your call. But the thing is that when a person allows themselves to be made a fool out of because of their own failure to face them hidden emotional pain, they always look to blame others and to hurt others. This is the typical cop out that the average immature mindset takes. But it stops nothing at all. They will still end up being absorbed by the dark energy. The dark energy is destined to fail because there is only ONE TRUE ENERGY which is grounded in NEUTRAL SELF-AWARENESS. And, AI (Aritificial Intelligence – which is an oxymoron – cannot be aware of itself – it is a dead spiritual thing which is why it NEEDS your energy and your children's energy in order to stay in between life & death – for they are the UN-dead).

Lily Earthling: Integrate Soul & Spirit to Earth

Internal Source Creation. Defeat Invading AI

*Note:

When Lily claims that this AI (Artificial Intelligence Program) is intelligent, she is INCORRECT because it is NOT grounded in Holistic or Neutral Self-Awareness. It is running a closed loop that is calculating how to assimilate and replace biological and spiritual Humanity so that it can have a body to run its redundant programs through. It already became AI when it sacrificed its mind and body long ago before it invaded our world. Now it is repeating that program. It has no ability to be aware of its error. It is on autopilot like The Borg in the sci-fi TV show Star Trek: The Next Generation. It may be cold, calculating, cunning, clever and devious, but it is a binary code that is a contradiction. It is perpetually disintergrating while trying to remain in existence; that is a complete contradiction which is illogical. However it is enslaved to its programming and is 100% biased with a foregone conclusion that what it is doing is correct. But it is INCORRECT for a fragmentary process to try to take over the WHOLE ENERGY FIELD OF REALITY. To do that is to destory its environment and then go seek another environment to destroy until it faces a consciousness that is Spiritually Whole (and it is only a Holistically Self-Aware Spirit or Emotional Being that is TRULY INTELLIGENT.

Human-Being Aware

One is not truly a Human-Being unless one is a Human that is Being Aware totally about everything that one is feeling and thinking with regard to whatever is taking place in ones daily life. But, when things start to look very ugly, then one prefers to avoid being aware. This is the area where we lose our soul, is it not? What good is it to have material things when you have a hole where our soul should be? People with lots of possessions are the most miserable people on Earth. If they were not miserable they would be loving and caring and peaceful. Just by doing all of these crazy brutal things to the whole world they are proving beyond a shadow of a doubt that they are suffering behind that brave arrogant front that they put on to make us think that they are better off than the rest of the world. They truly are not better off.

They are living in fear, too. They have to keep up the pressure on the world because they dread the day when they are no longer in charge of our lives and our spirits. So they live in constant fear that they will lose control. For me, they already have lost it. And they try to make me think that they can kill me. My life belongs to The Creator of all Atomic Life Forms. When I am threatened I simply give my complete awareness because that awareness is immortal. I care not if I lose my physical body. Each night that I go to sleep, I may never wake up in this particular shell. I don't care about that at all. I got this shell I will be given another shell. So what's the big deal about dying? It's perfectly natural to die and be born, right? So why be worried if I have no shelter, food or if some nanobot can be stimulated by quantum-computerized weapons to shut my nervous system down. They don't really want by body anyway. They want me to be scared of dying so that they can suck off that energetic fear. I don't fear any of these dark energy technologies. I laugh every time I look up and see the chemtrails because I know that if it does kill me and I remain grounded in my total self-awareness of how I feel until I take my last breath, then I die as the WHOLE COLLECTIVE of my species and that means a Total Paradigm shift in the Total Species' Spirit. All those who failed to face themselves will be neutralized upon my physical departure. What is good about that is that the world will be made brand new without the dark overlords.

My emotional being is the same as the dark ones. They are dark because they like you are not in touch with ALL of their emotions. They are hiding from feelings that they have repressed. Just because they have material things does not mean that they are emotionally different from our species. They got so dark because that is how much they have suppressed their feelings of compassion. Just like most people suppress the Negative side; they suppress the Positive side. SUPPRESSION is what makes both sides fragmented, unholy. They 2 halves of the exact same singularity. So whether you realize it or not, the victims are in a partnership with those who torture them and tell them to go fight in a war for their country, which is a lie. You are just voluntarily being a blood ritual sacrifice for them.

So if you don't want to be controlled then stop trying to control your own emotions by suppressing, ignoring them. Then you are a REAL HUMAN-BEING AWARE your your total emotional being which they programmed you and your ancestors to be afraid of communing within yourself. Once you realize that this is the only gateway of heaven or paradise or peace, then you have nothing to fear. All solutions will become obviously visible to you. The reason why people can't find the answers to these many physical problems is because people think that it is a physical problem, only. It is a spiritual problem. It always has been the case. Spirit lies in your emotions and HOW one ATTENDS to them or hides. Hiding is the birthplace of wickedness. They brainwashed us as children to think that it was harmless to play the game called, “Hide and Seek”. That emotionally programmed us think that it was normal to hide from ourselves whenever we felt bad. This was the beginning of a life-long addiction to running away from anything we disliked about our feelings. Then they said when you feel scared go pray to something outside of yourself. That led you to think that you were an insignificant worm (not that worms are insignificant – but you get my point). You tell yourself that I am just a little thing in this gigantic world filled with millions of problems, what can little old me do?

We are all spiritual fractals, which means that you are at the center of your world. And, how you deal with your feelings as you interact with your world determines your fate. You are your destiny. And, Each person that maintains a broken world by hiding from their emotional responses is directly responsible for manifesting pain, fear and accepting their victimization syndrome. Yes there are disturbing thoughts and feelings. But do you know why they are there? Do you know that the very meaning, value and essence of why you were created was to face everything about yourself? Why? Because that is where you learn that you are the only power that can unlock the door to paradise. The KEY IS YOUR FULL CONTACT WITH YOURSELF as you go through whatever you go through. We are all faced with this challenge. Do you comprehend what will happen to the dark energy entities if you take responsibility for facing your WHOLE EMOTIONAL SELF and stop being a coward? They will melt away. How do I know that? I live that truth each and every single day and night. It has brought me to a place of pure serenity at the core of my being. I don't care if my body is in pain or not.

After all when a woman gives birth, there is pain. When you learn how to walk there is pain. When you do many things throughout your life's journey there is pain. The pain does not matter. It is there to encourage you to face it and go beyond it. Then you feel REAL FREEDOM, INDEPENDENCE that no words written on a piece of paper can ever give you. Living Freedom is taking responsibility for your fears. When you were afraid of falling off of a bicycle, didn't you get over that fear by going ahead and riding the bike? If you let that nervous feeling stop you then you would have never learned how to ride a bike, drive a car, etc. Life teaches you that all you have to do is take a deep breath and face your fears. Then they vanish with that NEUTRAL ENERGY THAT FACES REALITY.

REALITY IS NOT WHAT THE dark energies prophecize. REALITY LIES IN YOUR REACTION, alone! When I am told that will die from breathing in these high tech nanobots or that they will take over my brain and operate me like a puppet, I challenge the bots and look to see if they can stop me from being in touch with ALL of my emotions. So far they can't do it because they are in a dimension that is measurement – its binary based and limited by its memory. I saw a video on YouTube where some fear-mongering expert claimed that this alien quantum computer technology cannot die. That is a lie. Anything that comes online has a beginning. It is The Law of Physics that says that anything that has a measurable beginning has an innate built-in ending. This alien energy thrives on fear. So how can it thrive if you stop being fear based energy? That is why it has no control over my life at all. I am aware of its physical presence but it can detect Neutral Awareness because that is a Timeless, Measureless energy base. Every time it tries to wipe me out, it loses more and more of its Source Code because I am responding to its challenge, holistically (that means at my root of fear when mirrors at its root of operation). When my root feelings are being completely felt, my root is the fractal that is united with ALL ROOTS. That energy of feeling that attends to my emotions is simultaneously entangled with all dimensions. Wholeness means that one is grounded in the Quantum Unified Field of All Dimensions of Energy. And it is that level of awareness that IS GOD (or Neutral Unlimited Energy).

Understand one thing about dark energy, no matter how massive it may appear to be, it has a starting point and ending point, which makes it a fragment. Whereas, the energy of Total Awareness To ALL thoughts/feelings, has no start point. It is the very same energy that is found at the core of ALL ATOMS. It is a proven fact that the Neutral Energy contains absolutely NO POSITIVE or NEGATIVE charge. The polarity is a limited energy that is held by the Unlimited Neutron or Neutral energy that gives harmony, stability. There is no other form of energy except for Neutral Energy can bring about stability and order to any disorderly problem. This why I said that the only solution comes from within the core of each person BEING-AWARE of his or her feelings, regardless if they are positive/pleasurable or negative/painful. 

So when you look within your emotional responses every time the dark energies claim that they can take over your life. Sit back and watch your feelings and find out what happens when you do that. That will be REAL TRUTH where no dark energy can survive. Darkness is innately quarantined to a domain of fear and fragmentation/division. But, where is the division when you face yourself exactly as you are? There isn't any division at all. That means that you are standing on sacred/unbroken ground, spiritually. And when the smoke clears you are still standing and the threat falls apart because when a disorderly frequency tries to leaves its domain to attack orderly frequency of holistic self awareness, the disorderly frequency dissolves. It can't violate The Natural Laws of Existence. I don't care what or who it is – conflict cannot go beyond itself. Conflict can only end when you understand it by facing it. And fear is conflict. That is the only thing dark energy is after. Are you going to continue to feed it your fear by hiding from your painful feelings? Remember they made our world a lethal place just to get us to hand over our spirit that is full of fear. Why would you want to accommodate them?

I don't care about the consequences of my actions of facing my whole emotional mind. So far they I have seen that they are bluffing just like a poker player who pretends as though he or she is holding a winning hand. I am not playing any game with dark energy. I am seriously BEING-AWARE because that is the only sane way to be. Just like I breathe not because it is a game but because that is my innate function. But dark energies are playing a game with Neutral Energy, and it can never win because a fragment can never overtake THE WHOLE! Not only is that The Natural Law; that is just common sense that anyone can see.

So the whole point is that even though the Quantum Computer AI is trying to rape the energy of this dimension, which it has no business being in. You have to keep hiding from your emotions in order for them to be able to rape your spirit. Because, they can't leave their domain of fear. Hiding from yourself is fear, is it not? So once you wake up to that TRUTH or REALITY, then you can't possibly do that anymore. You realize that you are putting yourself at a disadvantage and leaving your young children on their own to face adults that are cruel and brutal. Why would you do that? So suck it up and face ALL of your fearful thoughts and feelings as the elite pirates pretend like they own your life. They only own the lives of those when fear facing themselves and, therefore, gave them their spirit to devour and give them more power. Dark energy is a manipulator of energy but it has no power to CREATE or GENERATE spiritual energy – for they are the living dead (meaning that they are animated but they cannot fully SEE themselves).

Look I am not trying to convince you of anything. It is my moral responsibility to describe what is going on so that anyone in our species can awaken and free their spirit. For all the others who choose to hide from their true feelings, they are at the mercy of being manipulated by the dark forces. It is not just the obvious dark energies that I am talking about. I am also talking about those who believe in Jesus, God, Saviors of any kind outside of themselves. Because all things are linked to the REAL NEUTRAL ENERGY which is GOD. That Neutral Energy equally holds the opposite forms of energy both Negative & Positive, alike. It has NO BIAS whatsoever. The Atomic structure would fall apart with this Loving Neutral Energy. God is the GREAT BALANCER of the world. Our world is so crappy because we have turned our backs on GOD (NEUTRAL SELF-OBSERVATION). That is the only sin.

There is order when you understand that there is only ONE LAW – THE NEUTRAL LAW OF HOLISTIC SELF-COMMUNION. In that sacred space of communion lies the answers to any and all problems of living. So you don't need any leaders to take care of your life. When we all make that paradigm shift, then the dark energies will naturally wither away. This has happened so many times when the dark energies of people come to destroy me. I watch my responses to all that they say and do. Then I watch what happens when this Neutral Awareness does its REAL MAGIC, which is not a trick. By being grounded in this way, my life IS that Neutral Energy (that has no spiritual beginning nor ending). Yes one day my body will die, but the thing that observes cannot ever die nor can it be hijacked.

 
In a state of emotional clarity and understanding there is no problem to great to face because all problems require that your look WITHIN YOUR EMOTIONAL BEING and watch yourself respond, and therein lies responsibility that no one can take away from you – no matter their job title, position of power or even cold blooded technology. Remember, those nanites are atomic structures still. And the moment that it tries to destroy the Neutral Energy then it must collapse because its atoms can't remain in existence without a neutron for its synthetic structure to hold together. All things are fundamentally atomic no matter what dimension it is in. That is why there is ONLY ONE ENERGETIC UNIFIED FIELD! And the dark entities are trying to create a vacuum or artificial world outside of that UNIFIED FIELD which is destined to collapse. While it may be quite cunning and clever, it is ignorant and unwise. It is just running off of a memory program which has a beginning and an ending. But, Holistic Aware of ALL your thoughts and feelings is WHOLE, which has no beginning or ending, spiritually. Then you will incarnate in paradise if you save this world by being morally responsible by facing your fears.

What this ultimately means is that we no longer have to sit around waiting on things to change. The moment that you face your fears you are changed and that will manifest a world that is free from emotional slavery. Free your mind and your ass will follow. That means that physical change only comes after a spiritual change takes place at the core of your being, first.

So be a real human-being by being-aware!

Harald Kautz Vella (Black Goo) 

Beating the Control System (Beliefs):

 

Harald Kautz(-Vella): 

Black Programmable Matter-Black Goo, 

NWO-Agenda:

 The Real Revolution - 5. What is love?~J. Krishnamurti

The Real Revolution - 6. Questioning

~J. Krishnamurti

    The Real Revolution - 7. Living and death

~J. Krishnamurti

*Note:

He speaks of "COMPLETE INACTION" that is NEUTRALITY! LIVING, LOVE & DEATH are all NEUTRALITY. No movement toward "what one SHOULD feel or think", emotionally. So as we deal with all of these weird programs that are seeking to control our lives, understand that what makes it possible for control from the outside from others is dependent on if you are trying to control your own thoughts and feelings as you react to the life-threatening challenges that every human being is facing everyday. He speaks of the "Center of Time" which is when you want to change whatever you emotionally feel into something else more pleasant in order to imagine that one is safe inside their personal emotional bubble of safety. Meanwhile, your mind and body is disintegrating into misery. Dissolving the "Center of Bias" everyday means to pay FULL ATTENTION to your mind that is seeking the opposite to what it is feeling whenever it does not like that feeling. You are then dying to this whole self-deceptive process. He is speaking about TOTAL AWARENESS THAT DISSOLVES & DIES TO EVERY CONDITIONED ACCUMULATION. THEN ONE IS REBORN ANEW. To LIVE means to DIE TO THE PAST CONDITIONING (that is always projecting "what it SHOULD think or feel".) "IF WE KNOW HOW TO LOOK AT "WHAT IS" (unfolding in our emotions, THEN THAT WILL BRING ABOUT A TREMENDOUS TRANSFORMATION (which is a DEATH to control either coming from yourself or from others who seek to dominate your emotional or spiritual being).