Disclaimer:
The
purpose of these writings is for the humane understanding and the
natural ending of the root of 'The Psychological Problem',
which is contaminating every aspect of our lives, as well as our
physiological or material world. So, there is absolutely NO leader
here. Therefore, there is nothing for you to follow nor obey. This
inquiry requires ones unbiased, full attention to the common
problem of which all human beings share. And, that problem is 'The
Emotional-Me', not your mechanical or technological knowledge/memory,
but your Emotional-Memory is 'The Psychological Problem' that is
behind ALL human problems (which are also upsetting the material
balance of energy throughout the world). These writings challenge
ones mind to clearly PERCEIVE or DETECT or be Attentive to what is
ACTUALLY taking place within 'The Emotional-Me', without struggling
to improve, modify or control whatever is exposed. It is up to you to
find out for yourself if you can pay attention to your emotional
responses, without interfering with the observation. This
learning is NON-accumulative. It is like each breath that one inhales
is new and NON-accumulative. And as you exhale a breath, you die to
that breath in order to receive a new inhalation. Similarly, you die
to each psychological observation so that you can be free to detect
each arising emotional response. So, each time that one observes ones
responses, it is for the very first time so that the previous
observations do not distort the current state of awareness of the
emotional responses that arise in ones daily life. You are being
welcomed to take responsibility for what your mental energy is doing
in the world. Because energy is either operating in a CREATIVE manner
or in a DESTRUCTIVE manner. Either way, each of us is responsibility
for how our energy functions in this world, which will determine the
quality of life for successive generations. Again, may I remind you
that the messenger is NOT responsible for you. You are solely
responsible to learn about your mind, or not. Thank you. Now on with
the writing...
Are Desire and Time Responsible For Fear?
1
The
danger in discussing psychological matters is that there is a
tendency to either blindly accept, defend or oppose whatever is
pointed out. From this point forward I shall refer to the
psychological as being the 'ego', which is self-centered and highly
defensive. By pointing this out, I'm not suggesting that you try to
stop yourself from accepting, defending or opposing whatever is being
said. That will only bring about a contradiction or a conflict in
your mind. You feel one way and you try to suppress yourself. That is
what conditioning is. May I suggest that you simply watch your
conditioned responses. The action of just watching or just being
aware of what is taking place in your consciousness is
non-contradictory. So that the watchful energy, itself, is shedding
light on ones emotional darkness. Can you face your mental responses
exactly as they arise and do nothing about it? This is very difficult
because 'ego' likes to dominate in order to feel like it can control
or bring about a desired result.
2
'Ego'
is a mind that is conditioned to deny anything about itself that it
finds ugly or offensive. It has been put together by emotional hurt
beginning in childhood. There is obvious, hurt like condemning a
child and making the child feel inadequate, in some way. And there is
subtle hurt, comparing one child with another child by praising one
and then telling the other child, “Why can't you be more like your
brother or your sister?” (who is better at something than the other
child.) Then, the child takes mental shelter in its
emotional-imagination by telling itself that, “I am better than my
brother or sister.” (who was put on a pedestal by my parents.)
Emotional hurt imagines the opposite of any state of mind that has
been ridiculed. The hurt is seeking to hide from its emotional pain
of feeling inadequate or inferior, so that the emotional hurt
imagines that it is something better, which contradicts itself –
that is conflict (which is a wastage of energy).
3
A
wastage of mental energy reveals itself in the form of violence,
either verbally or physically or both. The struggle to become
something comes about when the mind denies its initial state of
emotional-being and then seeks, through its emotional-imagination to
invent the opposite condition. But, the ideal state of mind is born
out of its rejected mental state. So that means that the mind is in a
state of disintegration, which is self-destruction, which is a waste
of energy.
4
For
example, “I am mean or cruel.” But, society says that one must
not be cruel. One fears being viewed by other people as being cruel
or mean. So, the mind pretends or puts on a performance by saying and
doing things that are the opposite. One may tell people to “have a
nice day” or give a big donation to some charity in order to appear
to be a nice person and get other people to pat one on the back for
giving a generous donation to a charity. This is done in order to
cover up ones true feelings of meanness. So the superficial action of
donation is just a smoke-screen to hide ones real nature. Therefore,
it is malevolence disguised as being benevolence, which is ultimately
malevolent.
Krishnamurti - Why Do We Live With Stress?
5
Seeing
or detecting the fact of this psychological trickery is the ending of
cruelty because there is no opposition to the fact of what is taking
place in ones mind. Any resistance or opposition to any state of mind
is disintegration, which is self-destructive and is, therefore, a
waste of energy. When energy is whole, there is no wastage. And, the
holistic awareness of whatever one is thinking or feeling, without
any denial or opposition, naturally dissolves the emotional response
through the energy of pure-perception. That is, a perception that
isn't controlled. Because, 'The Controller' IS 'The Controlled' or
'The Thinker' IS 'The Thought'. When you detect what you are, then
the energy of detection brings about a change, not your desire to
change what you are thinking or feeling.
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Emotional-Desire
is biased, because it chooses whatever it likes and rejects what it
dislikes. This creates a tear in the mind, which spills out its
mental energy, which is like the blood of the mind leaking out. But
when the mind is totally awake and alert to ALL of its emotions it has
the energy to understand itself, without judgment. Then the energy of
understanding operates peacefully. That Creative Awareness dissolves
'The Emotional-Me' (which is biased); so bias ends, too. Because,
there is no choosing between what 'I' like and what 'I' dislike about
my thoughts and feelings. Psychological-Choice is destructive, which
is a waste of energy.
7
We
live in a Destructive World of Emotional Illusions that calls itself
'orderly'. This Make-Believe World is forever pretending to give
security or protection. In the meantime, it is bringing about wars,
class division wars, religious divisive wars, race wars, gender wars,
local community divisive gang wars, national (tribal) wars, division
in families etc. The 'ego' divides itself against itself, then it
divides people into emotionally-identified groups that clashes with
one another – just like nuclear fission that collides within itself
to form a nuclear explosion, which spits out poisonous radiation into
the atmosphere, which causes cancer that in turn brings about
mutilation and finally agonizing deaths. All of this is a wastage of
energy, which is energy that is operating in disorder, disharmony and
unbalance.
8
The
seed of this energy wastage is emotional or psychological bias
whenever one chooses to escape from ones initial emotional responses
to any given situation in ones daily life. All our lives, we are
being pressured 'to emotionally-become' something. We are encouraged
to reject negative thoughts and feelings and to advertise ones
positive thoughts and feelings. It's like rejecting the Nighttime and
only acknowledging the Daytime. That is imbalance, because everything
exists for a purpose of total balance. This does mean that one must
go around hurting people just because you may have cruel feelings.
Natural-cooperation is a byproduct of the total understanding,
through communing with whatever one is feeling. When a thought or feeling is
suppressed, because it has been ignored, then it unexpectedly pops
out later. The innate job or function of the mind is to be totally
aware of every thought and feeling that arises out of the mirror of
relationship (be that relationship intimate or with the public).
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When
the mind is in touch with itself, without bias or choice, then it is
whole, and the energy is Naturally Creative, Benevolent and
Harmonious. But, the mind that is conditioned is a slave to its
'likes' and 'dislikes', which is why it is so hard for the mind to
pay full attention to itself, without trying to change itself
to its 'liking'. And, partial attention brings about mental
fragmentation, and then the energy is Destructive, Malevolent and
Disharmonious. It doesn't really matter if you are attached to
'negative' or 'positive' images generated by the escape from ones
thoughts and feelings that one 'dislikes', because all
emotional-images avoids full contact with ones
emotional-state-of-being. Then, there is a tear in ones psyche, which
breaks the whole emotional-state-of-mind.
Emotional
Unbiased Wholeness equals Balanced-Creative Energy {No
Wastage}.
Emotional
Bias Division equals Unbalanced-Destructive Energy
{Wastage}.
Mental
Zero-Point Energy is Holistic Energy that is self regenerating and is
endless. {life supporting}
Ego-driven
Energy is Fragmented Energy which steals energy and is restrictive.
{parasitic}
10
The
conditioned mind is in a perpetual rapid state of decay eroding into
senility and paranoia. Such a mind attacks people and things around
itself, because it refuses to detect its self-deceit. So the 'ego' is
always seeking an external scapegoat on which to blame its internal
disturbance, due to its disharmonious energy (brought about by
ignoring itself and focusing on condemning others and emotional
fault-finding campaigns). This is the daily state of affairs taking
place within the mind and between people, whether knowingly or
unknowingly.
11
Nowadays,
we have so-called mental experts (psychiatrists, therapists,
analysts, psychologists, etc.) who learn fancy labels to classify
emotional responses. They think that by affixing a label to a mental
state of being that they can then change it 'from this into that'.
Naming a thing, psychologically, does NOT mean that one understands
its content. And, chemically altering the brain does NOT ever bring
about a holistic awakening of the whole mind. On the contrary, it
merely brings about mental dullness and sluggishness. It is like
being in a psychological coma, acting automatically while being in a
stupor. The energy of the mind is shrinking into oblivion, when it is
coerced or forced to divorce itself from its emotional disturbance.
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So
any form of mind-control is fallacious because the controller is
the controlled. For, a mind that is Holistically Alert to itself
understands that pure-perception is the only energy that can bring
about harmony in the total psyche. So 'control' is a trick that the
psychologically-ignorant mind plays on itself. And, it never can
bring about balanced mental energy through trying to 'control'
itself. Because, limited energy is unbalanced, which cannot produce
unlimited, balanced energy. Only the complete observation of the
limited mental energy can end erroneous emotional seeking to change
oneself into whatever one desires 'to become'. Emotional-desire is
born out of its despair of disliking its emotional-responses. So
opposing itself only maintains a mental break or division, which is
energy that is limited. The mind must awaken to the fact that IT is
THE PROBLEM. IT is seeking to fix itself. It's like a broken thing
trying to become whole. It can never do that. But, when the mind
wakes up to detect the fact of its mistake, that realization or
insight is Whole Energy because the Holistic Awareness of the fact of
what is taking place in ones mind is Whole Energy that is NOT fighting
against the fact of what has been realized.
13
Globally,
in just about all cultures and traditions, there is a demand that we
must accept 'beliefs'. Why? And, exactly what is the anatomy of
'believing'? Does it not mean to accept something to be true without
factual validity to it? Is it not taking for granted something to be
so? Basically, isn't 'believing' the act of assuming and speculating
about what is going on? When the mind 'believes', isn't it rejecting
a state of alertness to be able to detect what is actually going on?
Does not 'belief' demand that one trust and depend on emotional
verbal statements that is backed by either promising a 'reward' or
the threat of 'punishment'? Isn't that the basis for mind-control
(which is mental torture, right)?
14
Isn't
sports a combination of entertainment and mind-control? From
childhood, we are encouraged to emotionally identify or attach
oneself to a team. We are told that this is what happiness is:
competition! Then one can believe that one is a so-called 'winner',
whenever your team wins (which is 'emotional reward'). But whenever
your team loses, then you feel like you are a 'loser' (which is
emotional punishment). So we spend our lives running away from
'emotional punishment' and chasing after 'emotional reward'. That is
how we fall into the trap of leading a contradictory existence: an
emotional roller-coaster of pleasure-pain (2 sides of the same
psychological-coin). Thereby, we lead a life of duality,
contradiction or hypocrisy (the essence of dishonesty that wastes
energy). Even though a drug addict knows that it will suffer great
pains when it can't get high, the junky is a slave to getting the
pleasure of that 'high' (at any consequence, including death).
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So
the emotional habit or addiction of sports can be applied to a
religious team, a racial team, a gender team, a tribal team
(identification with a country and its political system) or any
formula that assures a state of emotional certainty, security or
permanency. This is just an illusion. But, the emotional illusion is
the state of being 'high' that is the traditional structure that
pretends to establish a state of permanency, security (even though it
is an illusory security which leads to war – the destruction of
health and even death). If your team loses, your country will suffer
economic deprivation, and become a target for overt or covert
warfare. Sports is a pleasurable form of warfare. To accept the
pleasurable form of warfare is to also welcome its counterpart, which
is obvious bloodshed. Pleasure is Pain; they are 2 sides of one
psychological coin whenever the mind is unaware of its whole self.
But, the sports mentality pressures one to emotionally choose one
side and oppose or reject the other side, then the mind is fighting
against itself, and it treats the external world exactly the way it
treats itself. And until that psychological structure is totally
detected and understood, the mind must repeat itself just like a
machine or computer program that continuously carries out its
programming, without question. So for the most part the mind that is
conditioned is an emotional-robot repeating its programming. It does
not have the freedom to question what it is doing, anymore than a
machine can question its operation.
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Politics
is emotional sorcery, is it not? Sorcery is magic. Magic is illusion.
Illusion is entertaining and pleasurable. And, so is getting high on
a drug pleasurable and entertaining – a temporary escape from ones
painful, boring, confusing existence. Politicians are just as
emotionally conditioned and programmed as everyone else. But, they
are more greedy for power and emotional reward than the average
person. They encourage isolation, which is division, through choosing
them to give you a 'better' or 'safer' life. However, they never
deliver on their promises. Since they are all driven by their 'egos',
which is also self-destructive and self-deceived, they can't give the
public what they are unable to give themselves. They are in conflict
within their minds. So they encourage war while pretending to be
seeking peace. A mind at war with itself can never bring about peace
in the external world. Besides, there is no profit or gain in peace,
so they aren't truly interested in peace. It is just a pretense when
they use that word 'peace' like a drug induced trance that people
like to hear, because the people don't want their children to be
sacrificed to war. But, people are having children so that a certain
percentage of them will be sacrificed so that the rest can have
pleasurable lives of profit and success. It is impossible for
ego-based minds to give physical safety to the masses, because the
foundation or core is the psyche, which is divided against itself. It
gives pleasure to the thoughts and feelings it likes and painfully
shuns and suppresses the thoughts and feelings that it dislikes. That
is inequality within the mind, itself. Therefore, the outer world
reflects how the mind is acting towards its own thoughts and
feelings. This conditioned dualistic entity, known as 'ego', is
self-deceived and self-destructive that is destroying its internal
world, as well as the external world. That is why pollution is
increasing in the food, water, and air. And, egotistical corporate
pirates are profiting off of the destruction of everything and
everyone, which involves wasting energy on all levels of life.
Politicians are financially rewarded for assisting corporate pirates
to rape the world. And, the masses are enabling this entire process
by refusing to deeply understand its programmed or conditioned state
of mind.
17
So long as the masses protects its ego, without question, then they will continue to be exploited and thrown away after they are no longer of any use to the most aggressive egos of the world. Robots, artificial intelligent computers are replacing people. The only thing that can stop this covert genocide is the awakening of the mind to see the need to understand what it is doing. Nothing short of that can stop this global tide of building a loveless, mechanical-based world (which doesn't have any intrinsic meaning or value). Ultimately, limited energy disintegrates and implodes into oblivion. After all, a parasitic energy is dependent on healthy or balanced energy. But if the world is poisoned; energy that's made unbalanced, then the parasitic energy will have nothing left to feed on. In other words, when our biosphere can no longer bring about balance in order to support the life of the ecosystem, the environment will die, and people can no longer acquire natural resources to keep our artificial, technological world in existence. Put another way, disorderly energy is limited and must depend on taking from natural order, which is our planet. But, these conflicts and wars are poisoning this planet at an alarming rate. Once the poisoning spreads at a rate that is faster than the planet and atmosphere can restore balance to itself, then people cannot thrive while their planet dies.
17
So long as the masses protects its ego, without question, then they will continue to be exploited and thrown away after they are no longer of any use to the most aggressive egos of the world. Robots, artificial intelligent computers are replacing people. The only thing that can stop this covert genocide is the awakening of the mind to see the need to understand what it is doing. Nothing short of that can stop this global tide of building a loveless, mechanical-based world (which doesn't have any intrinsic meaning or value). Ultimately, limited energy disintegrates and implodes into oblivion. After all, a parasitic energy is dependent on healthy or balanced energy. But if the world is poisoned; energy that's made unbalanced, then the parasitic energy will have nothing left to feed on. In other words, when our biosphere can no longer bring about balance in order to support the life of the ecosystem, the environment will die, and people can no longer acquire natural resources to keep our artificial, technological world in existence. Put another way, disorderly energy is limited and must depend on taking from natural order, which is our planet. But, these conflicts and wars are poisoning this planet at an alarming rate. Once the poisoning spreads at a rate that is faster than the planet and atmosphere can restore balance to itself, then people cannot thrive while their planet dies.
18
When
the energy in the mind is wasting itself, it is crippling its ability
to be in touch with itself, holistically. Life is energy that is in
full contact with itself. The psyche is decaying and deteriorating by
refusing to be in full contact with itself. Ego only seeks to be in
partial contact with itself. But, a partial contact is a waste of
energy. There must be a full, complete contact within the mind.
Contact is not possible whenever the mind chooses to only acknowledge
the feelings and thoughts that it likes and ignores the rest of
itself. Emotional division brings about contradiction, opposition
that is colliding with dualistic elements of ones mind. This
causes the mind to turn its technological inventions into weapons of
mass destruction, because a broken mind is in a state of
self-destruction. We can't stop this waste of energy through an external approach to
this human problem. The danger to the world begins within the mind.
Until the psychological danger is clearly and factually perceived or
detected, these dangers will continue to proliferate until a
fundamental breaking point occurs.
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The
ego can only change its appearance, but it cannot change its
substance, which is self-deception/self-destruction. The ego is a
mind that is asleep yet is dreaming that it is awake and has things
under control. But, the evidence in Nature and in the health of our
bodies reveals that things are getting worse and worse. But, the ego
prefers to believe the opposite of the facts. Look at the seas to see
that the creatures are being poisoned to death by man-made materials.
Look at the air, the birds are being poisoned to death from
heavy-metal chemicals being sprayed all around the world. Look at the
food, the genetic mutilated food is not labeled so that people are
being tricked into eating it. Look at the water, the reports have
been hidden from the general public that shows that the water has
been altered to be poisonous. Look at the unprecedented level of
brain damaged young children who were forced to take in chemicals
through the contaminated air, food, water, mother's milk and
vaccines. Back in the 1960's, the term 'autism' was nowhere to be
found. Now, there's an epidemic of autism that continues to climb.
The entire world is being drowned in a chemical assault, and the
politicians are being paid to pretend like nothing is going on.
History is repeating itself, through the conditioned ego, in a
modified way.
20
When
the invasion by the Nazi party took place, the conditioned mind
pretended like nothing was going on. It wasn't until there was mass
graves of millions of people before the mind finally admitted that
something terrible was taking place. Out of WWII came chemical and
biological tampering of Nature that produced the drug industry that
is pretending to protect our health, while profiting off of poisoning
the world. The ego projects a lie as being a beneficial truth so that
if one questions what is happening, one will be viewed as being
against something that is benefiting us and the world. There is an
abuse of wealth being used to pay off anyone who questions what is
going on. If the bribe approach fails, then they pay professionals to
make it look like the people who question these assaults of the world
will have a fatal accident. That is why verbal outrage is useless and
will not stop the global assault.
21
That
means that these millions of attacks must be addressed at its source.
And, blaming certain groups, organizations or people does no good at
all. So what if you say a certain group or people are doing
destructive things on a physical level. As long as the accusers are
protecting their own ego, then they can't stop the sadists who are
tearing the world into pieces. Because, the accusers, themselves, are operating
from the same fragmented energy source, psychologically. Therefore,
we need to take a completely different approach to the dangers of
living in a poisonous world. The poison begins in the mind where the
#1 POISON creates all the other forms of poisons in the external
world. Our conditioning is the #1 POISON that is wasting the energy
in the world. Ego goes to the Amazon Jungle and rips it to shreds in
order to chemically alter its stolen herbs and turn them into poisons
used to ostensibly treat diseases.
22
Disease
is nothing but an imbalance of energy. Energy is atomic which is
rooted in a nucleus or center that is the neutron, which is neutral
energy. If the opposite limited forms of energy is not grounded in a
neutral energy, then the very fabric of life will come unraveled.
When the emotional mind is centered in desire which chooses what it
likes and pushes way the rest of its nature, then the grounding is
corrupt or divided so, like the atom, the 2 sides of the mind must
come unraveled or disintegrate when there is no neutral center or
grounding in the emotional mind. And since the core foundation or
root directory of the human being lies in its Emotional-Being, the
rest of the human anatomy must follow the suit of the mind. If the
mind is in a state of disintegration, then the biological atoms of
the human body will also detach from the neutrons, too. So DISEASE
really begins in the Emotional-Being and the weakest area of ones
genetic structure will break down faster. Then, the clinical tests
will diagnose a unhealthy condition.
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But,
doctors are programmed to believe that the DISEASE must be fixed with
a poison, which is a drug. All drugs are man-made and poison the
liver to one degree or another. The very reason why drugs are taken
under prescribed dosage levels is because the drug is a poison. If
the dosage is too high, one will be poisoned to death. Also, there
has never been a study done to understand how multiple prescribed
drugs interact in the human body. And since genetically we are not
all the same, it is unknown, from person to person, how any drug or
combination of drugs will impact ones overall health. The doctors are
merely guessing how much of a drug to prescribe to their patients.
And, the statistics show that hundreds of thousands of people are
dying from taking prescribed drugs. Yet, the propaganda continues to
assure the public that taking prescribed drugs is safe for human
consumption. And, huge financial gain is the driving force behind
this illusory process of caring for health.
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People
are weakened by a lifestyle of wasting their energy. The average job
expects people to work while being sleep deprived by working 12-hour
shifts, which is inhumane and unhealthy. There is a constant looming
threat that your job will be given to somebody else if you complain
about the unhealthy working conditions. But, the largest wastage of
energy lies in the demand that while one is carrying out the physical
duties of ones job, one is expected to comfort the emotional mind of
your boss. He or she struggled to get that position of psychological
power in order to make himself or herself feel like their life is
more important than those people who they boss around. Or, the subtle
egotistical bosses tell you nice things so that you will believe that
they truly care about you, and you are then obligated to reciprocate
and mirror their nice-sounding statements; it's all a pretense of
getting along. Either way, ego-stroking is demanded at all jobs.
Where there is ego, there is self-deceit and self-destruction,
because the ego is divided by suppressing what one really feels and
thinks and projects the opposite, which is just an emotional
masquerade. So at the core of ones emotional-being, there is
opposition, division, disintegration, which is self-destructive
because the atoms throughout the body must follow whatever the core
emotional-being is doing. If it is disconnected from being wholly
aware of its thoughts and feelings, then the physical atoms of ones
body will start divorcing themselves from the neutron, which
systemically tears down the health of the body faster. Then, the
person runs to the doctor for relief from unbalanced energy in its
body. Instead of balancing the energy in the body, the brain is
numbed to the deterioration in the body so that one believes that the
drugs have fixed the problem or at least it is managing the problem.
The body is being tricked to think that the physical breakdown has
stopped. Eventually, the trick wears off, then the doctor prescribes
stronger and stronger drugs. The body continues to breakdown until it
dies. Then the DISEASE is blamed. And people have been trained to
believe that DISEASE is a random chance happening so that the ego is
never questioned for this disorderly existence. The energy of
disorder, the ego, is an emotional mechanical process that has ONE
GOAL and that is TO CONTINUE until it can't. It is like an inert
thing traveling along a path until it slams into a wall and shatters
into oblivion. So when the mind reads this, it will ignore it and
carry on because it is not free to learn about what it is doing. And
more importantly, ego does not want to be aware of what it is
ACTUALLY DOING TO ITSELF AND TO THE WORLD AROUND ITSELF! Ego is
Ignorance because it IGNORES itself, deliberately. And, when
suffering erupts in its life, it looks to a politician to blame some
foreigners for why it is suffering. Then one is ready to go kill
other people. And the same thing is going on in the lives of the
foreigners, and that is why they are also ready to kill you.
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Humanity
is suffering from its psychological blindness to its own nature. And,
the ego (your emotional part of your mind) dislikes hearing that
truth. So it objects to that truth and says to itself, “That's a
lie.” Because, the truth is disturbing. The ego assumes or believes
that anything that is disturbing can't be true. But, if a message is
pleasant, then the ego tells itself, “That must be true.” So
when political campaigns take place, they are 100% emotional-based to
appeal to the voters. The voters are programmed to believe a lie as
being the truth, if they like the sound of the lie. Then once the
election is over, the things that happen to the voters is even
greater suffering and misfortune. That is why I said that politics is
purely sorcery, illusion and trickery. Politicians are working for
the people who have forcefully taken the majority of the resources in
the world, so it is those few aggressors that dictate to the
politicians what the policies will be. Those policies are rigged to
maintain the status quo. So the elections are just an entertainment
to give the illusion that the masses have a say in their quality of
life. No ego will ease suffering.
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So
divorce your ego by detecting what it is doing. The energy that
observes 'The Observer' is the only thing that can end ego. Ego is
nobody's friend, since the ego is its own worst enemy. The
circumstances of your life is dictated by your ego, which is your
emotional likes and dislikes that are clashing with the likes and dislikes
of other people. They are in the same boat you are in with their ego,
too. People can only come together, naturally, through holistically watching 'The Emotional-Me' and learning strictly through that watching. And, any deliberate movement of ones desire to change what one
observes will only keep 'The Emotional-Me' at odds with itself. That
implies that one will remain in the dimension where energy is being
wasted. Being aware of ones nature is where energy is whole, which is
an entirely different dimension of life. This is the most difficult
thing for the mind to understand because it is not free from its
habit of seeking pleasure and running away from the painful
disturbance of not knowing itself. Mind cannot escape from itself.
Yet it tries to hide from itself, anyway, by accepting beliefs,
ideals and emotional opinions.
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The
wrong approach is seeking the answers. The adequate holistic approach
is by clearly seeing what the problem is. The problem on a
psychological level, must persist as long as there is NO clarity
about 'The Emotional Problem'. It really boils down to awareness of
the origination of all external problems in human living. The origin
is 'The Emotional-Observer' or 'The Emotional-Me'. I keep emphasizing
“EMOTIONAL”, because this is the area that most of Humanity is
ignorant about. We are most brilliant in the area of our thinking
that deals with material and physical things. The inventions are
astounding. But that creates the illusion that just because we are
brilliant mathematicians, scientists, gardeners or whatever technical
skills that exist, we assume that implies that we are rational in the
emotional area of our being. This is a common mistake that has been
perpetuated through human history. Just because we are smart on the
technical level, we presume that we understand our emotional nature.
But, nothing could be further from the truth.
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The
approach to the technical is completely different from the approach to
the psychological. But, we treat the psychological just like the
technological area of life. I fashion this mistake to the binary code
of {1 and 0}. There is the number that can either be -1 or +1, which
could represent the electron (negative finite energy) or the proton
(positive finite energy). Finite energy innately has an opposite half
that it is dependent on (like the North & South Poles). But in
order for the opposite halves to be stable, harmonious, they must be
grounded in an energy that is unlike themselves, which is a NEUTRAL
ENERGY, which is Zero {0}. Zero is not a number. Zero has no opposite
of itself. Zero cannot be measured. Zero is Neutral. And it is the
core grounding point of ALL ATOMS IN LIFE, no matter what their
genetic structure may be. So superior genetic codes are an emotional
mythological argument without any bases in fact. What gives value to
any genetic structure is its grounding in Neutrality. The Energy of
Nothingness is beyond measurement. The reason why many scientists
have (emotionally) concluded that Life has no meaning is because they
discovered that the central core of all Atoms is Empty Space. Humans have not
been educated to understand the Absolute Power of that Empty Space.
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First
of all, that Neutral Energy that is Empty Space holds the Universe.
We study the planets, stars and asteroids, but we neglect or ignore
the vast emptiness that holds all of these gigantic objects. It is
this Empty Space that propels the planets into an orbit of Absolute
Order. Absoluteness means that it exists on its own without any
supporting factors. The Neutral Energy that is Empty Space or
Nothingness that is also known as Zero-Point Energy generates itself without
having an opposite. The finite Energy is naturally divided into
opposite forms of energy being Positive-Negative. But, without finite
energy being stabilized in the Zero-Point of Energy, the finite
halves MUST attack and try to overtake its opposite half. This is why
men and women are either knowing or unknowingly at constant war with
each other. They are ego-based which means that they are not grounded
in the center of Empty Space of Pure Observation of their emotional
responses (which are either negative or positive thoughts and
feelings). Without grounding in Neutral Watchfulness, the ego comes
into being causing a split personality that is contradictory. This
why all politicians are liars. One half of their mind says one thing
and the other side contradicts the other side of itself. The ego will
tell you whatever you 'like' to hear in order to get whatever its
after. Then it will reverse itself later on.
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But
getting back to gender warfare. Thousands of years ago, the world was
ran by the Matriarchy and that is how come men wore dresses or robes.
Archaeologists found the proof of artifacts that showed that when men
were promoted to a higher status they were given a dress to wear as a
sign of power. But after a time during a millennium shift in
consciousness of Humanity, the male energy rose up to suppress the
female energy, and over the last few centuries, the Patriarchy has
been ruling. It's Rulership beget over 5,000 wars which has trashed
our planet, severely. Both halves of our species has had a turn at
domination. Now, in the 3rd and final millennium shift of
Human consciousness, neither finite side (neither the
female/electron/negative energy nor the male/proton/positive energy)
can every rule again. If this Human species is to survive this 3rd
and final millennium shift, then the opposites of female-male shall have to be
both equally grounded in Neutral Energy in their consciousness. That means
that the total mind has to Awaken to be Totally Aware of both sides
of its nature. That implies that men and women need to be in full
contact with ALL of their emotional responses (both the ones that
they like {positive} as well as the ones they dislike {negative}).
Then, when the woman and man is psychologically grounded in the
Neutral Perception of Detection of ALL their emotional responses in
the mirror of daily relationship, then Energetic Balance shall be
brought into being. Just like where the South and North Poles meet up
at the center of the Earth's Core where there is Neutral Empty
Spacial Energy that harmonizes these opposite energies that are 2
sides of the same singularity.
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What
is wrong with Humanity is energetic imbalance between the opposites
in the psychological mind. That is, conditioned mind that is
programmed to seek pleasure and run from emotional pain. It is
painful or disturbing to be in touch with thoughts and feelings that
you dislike, but that is YOU, too. Just like your asshole is YOU, and
so is your mouth. You can't eliminate your asshole just because you
dislike its odor. Similarly you can't ignore your uncomfortable
feelings and thoughts just because you dislike them, because you are
them. When you try to run away from them, you create an energy
imbalance which wastes energy through DISINTEGRATION. Running away,
IS Disintegration of 'The Emotional-Self'. That is self-murder. So
when people are killed, they already were emotionally dead by being
out of touch. There's no savior to stop this mental breakdown. Our
minds are energy held by the brain. That brain is falling apart
because the Emotional-Being in the right side of the brain is NOT AT
ZERO-POINT.
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Zero-Point
Energy not only lies in the outer environment, as scientists have
discovered. But, it also lies inwardly. Energy contains the same
components internally as externally. But the Human mind is the only
life form in this world that I am aware of that has mastered a
technique that divided itself away from the internal Zero-Point
Energy, which engineered a broken mind, called 'The Ego' which
pretends to be 'normal' or 'orderly'. It has an 'order' just like a
cancerous disease has its own 'order', which eats away at the healthy
part of its body. There is nothing that is truly Orderly about that
process of self-destruction. Decay
is not a natural life-death process. Human deaths are mostly being
caused by the dysfunction of 'The Emotional-Being' ('The Ego').
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So
just like there is both the positive & negative energy that is
grounded in neutral energy that makes energy operate Holistically
and, thereby, there is NO wastage of energy; this same energy can function in the Human Mind. But, most people have been programmed to be
against being in equal contact with both their emotional responses
that they 'like' {positive} and 'dislike' {negative}. Humanity has
been brainwashed, or more accurately stated, mind-washed into
clinging to whatever gives the mind pleasure and suppress that which
gives pain, emotionally.
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During
this millennium psychological shift of energy, we are being given one
final chance to Awaken to our Fatal Psychological Mistake. The more
we resist the facts of Energy, the more people are acting crazier
with each other, because this challenge is being presented everyday.
The challenge is to Awaken from our million years of emotional sleep and realize that we have to do something that is unfamiliar and
unprecedented in our consciousness. There are a small minority of
people who are Awake and are Neutrally Observing their emotional
responses. I don't know if you know this, but in all other species,
whenever a few of their kind learns to do something brand new,
eventually the rest of that species' consciousness soon is able to do
it, too. That's because all other creatures don't resist change.
Humans are fearful of fundamental change, and therefore, resists very
hard against learning a new way of life.
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But
this time around, the Human race can't get out of radically changing
because the Global Energy of this Planet is demanding Energetic
Balance, which is being blocked by the Human Mind that is responsible
for interfering with the Natural Balance of Energy. Just go to
YouTube.com and put in the search box, “Techtonic Warfare”. You
will find out about HAARP, Chemtrails, Nano-tech and other forms of
energy manipulations that are capable of cataclysmic energy
imbalances that could possibly do irreversible damage to this planet
and its atmosphere making it unfit for life support. That is why time
is running out for all of us and why this millennium shift in the Psychological Collective Consciousness Grounded in Zero-Point must occur, or else all bets are off.
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You
see, the Egos of those in power are blind to one side of their
nature. The difference is that they have vast amounts of resources to
cause major disasters to the entire world. The only way to protect
ourselves from these deranged people is to be Grounded in an Energy
that is Infinite so that whatever they do will cause them to
unknowingly wipe themselves out. Conquering is based on Division. As
long as your mind is no longer Divided against itself, any attacks
done against your physical security will act as a Natural Shield
(like your immune system stops fatal infectious penetrations from
happening). Our psychological immunity lies in Neutral Psychological
Awareness, without the thought process trying to make something
happen according to its desires. Desire is thought and is finite and
is also biased, which causes mental division, which more aggressive
egos can conquer.
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They
have airborne nano-technology that can penetrate your entire brain
and body just from breathing it in through your nose. This
nano-technology has an antenna that both receives and transmits
thought-provoking messages that can evoke Human emotional responses.
So any command could be transmitted into your brain. This sounds bizarre and unsettling. But here's the thing, all things made by the
mind is nothing but energy. ALL forms of energy are grounded in
neutral energy, with the exception of Humans and their technology.
But, when a psychological mind that is grounded in Neutral Awareness,
without any opposition coming from emotional desire, and
nano-technology sends any messages, regardless if the messages are
negative, dark, then the Pure Observation of any thought coming from
yourself or from an invading thought, gets neutralized, naturally.
The Energy of Awareness acts, not your personal desires. All personal
desires are divisive and causes disintegration, which causes
self-destruction. That means that your mind can't be hijacked or
hacked into and made to do something against itself. Only a divided
mind can be hacked and controlled by the influence of the messages.
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Zero-Point
Energy runs the entire Universe, so it can cause harmony with
anything that is finite, because its energy is uninfluenced by finite
energy. Zero-Point is Order and Balance of all finite energy forms. I
personally can nothing to stop the nano-technology and its
objectives. But, when I Observe ALL of my emotional responses,
without any effort to control, improve or change whatever I think and
feel, that Neutral Energy holds ALL thoughts and feelings so that
they can fully bloom and tell its story, which naturally dies and
withers away in that Energy that Purely Listens, not because it
'likes' or 'dislikes' the story, but because it is healthy to Listen
to Everything. Mind-Control relies on resistance and opposition to
things that one 'dislikes'. If you don't fight against Listening to
the Totality of whatever is aroused in your mind, then that Empty
Space absorbs and brings harmony to all finite things. That Empty
Space of Listening is an Energy that is at the core of ALL ATOMS in
the UNIVERSE. That Zero-Point Energy IS ORDER, ITSELF. Any form of
energy that is disorderly is finite. The fragment that is finite can
never consume that which is WHOLE! That is The Law of Physics that
can't be defied by anything. The WHOLE Energy is non-contradictory
and non-oppositional.
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So
if nano-technology sends messages that are destructive, one simply Holistically Listens, and it is the Energy within that Listening that
is the Empty Space -- just like in the center of the ATOM that brings harmony to the positive-negative opposing energies. In the presence of
Nothingness (Zero-Point), there is Balance, Order and Creation. Where
there is Creation, there can be no destructive energy. Chaotic Energy
gets converted into Orderly Energy only if your mind is Free to be Totally Awake to Itself, and do absolutely nothing about whatever it detects that is
unfolding in ones mind. One is, then, Grounded in the same Energy
that all Atoms are grounded in. This is not something that you can
control based on your personal desires. You can be aware of your
personal desires without trying to fulfill them. But, one is
conditioned to seek the fulfillment of your emotional desires. It is
up to each of us to be aware of our biased desires that cause
division, opposition and disintegration. Pure Awareness is the only
Energy that brings order. Your desire to bring order can never bring
about order. It is that factual realization that desire is limited
energy that can set the mind free from trying to be in control to
fight against nano-technological invasions of our consciousness.
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It's
not so scary when you realize that all life is Energy. But,
Zero-Point Energy can only arise in the mind only after one detects
the limitations of emotional desire and just simply Observe the
movement of Emotional Desire without taking control of that
Observation so that the Empty Space that has no positive or negative
limited energy can bring stability into Human Mind. That means that
at the center of ones being is Nothing. Just like the Eye of the
Storm is perfectly peaceful because it is Empty. Our education has
been fundamentally wrong. We have been wrong to struggle to maintain
an Ego that brags about being better than another person. Nobody is
better because we are all based on negative and positive energy that
is only sane, rational and WHOLE when we understand the value of
Nothingness. That Nothingness is when you see your thoughts and
feelings and do absolutely NOTHING about them (which is YOU). Then
YOU ends, and Eternal Emptiness is Born at the center of your
Emotional-Being balancing your positive-negative thoughts/feelings –
just like Day-Night is balanced (neither the Day is trying to take
over the Night nor the Night trying to take over the Day; there is
balance between them and neither one is superior nor inferior to the
other because they are 2 sides of one singularity – just like our
negative-positive thoughts/feelings are 2 sides of one singularity,
as well).
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Fear
and Terror are the outcome of Self-Ignorance. When you understand
that your mind is Energy, just like a battery containing
positive-negative 2-sided coin, then you understand the importance
and necessity of EQUALLY HOLDING both sides of your emotional
expressions so that they do not collide and battle itself. A mind
then is at peace within itself generates Energy coming from
Zero-Point of Nothingness and Empty Space, which is the source of all
Energy in Life. There is nothing that Perceptive Energy can't
handle because, after all, its Energy has no measurement due to the
fact that it is INFINITE, ETERNAL. All finite forms of energy has a
beginning and an ending. But, Emptiness has no beginning and no ending. That
implies that finite energy was born out of Infinite Energy and its
essence returns there after the finite shell dissolves/dies.
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So
when you look at life through the understanding of Energy (finite and
Infinite), then the problems that are being caused by finite
emotional energy has a beginning and an ending point. That is why
'ego' can never be the master of the world. It tries to be the
master of the world, but it always self-destructs because a finite
thing can't control all energy. Only the Empty Space of Energy is the
true master of the Universal Energy of Life, itself. So ask yourself,
“What is my mental Energy?” Is it conditioned and limited and
wasting itself by obeying the status quo?" “Do I see the urgency of
Awakening To My Conditioning?" “Is my life based on Orderly or
Disorderly Energy?”
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May
I point out that all this talk on the Internet about secret societies
is emotional terrorism designed to distract us from the real
challenge of living. It is not the external forces that determines
your fate. It is your Quality of Attention to your emotional
responses to whatever is gong on in your life, which is connected to
all of life. What really matters is, “What is The Ground that one
is standing on?” Is that ground limited emotional desire? Or, is
that ground Unlimited Awareness of both my desirable and undesirable
thoughts and feelings? Seeing the WHOLE mind (both sides, equally),
IS Zero-Point Energy that holds the positive and the negative
thoughts and feelings arising in ones mind as one interacts with
everyone and everything in ones daily life, only if you realize the
detriment of 'control'. There is no need for control when there's
Neutral Attentive Energy Grounding ones Mind in a state of
Whole-Energy where ALL ENERGY IS CREATIVE and there is no wastage of
energy. Energy is wasted in the conditioned mind because it is
divided between liking and disliking and choosing one side over the
other, then the mind disintegrates. And, that is a wastage of
psychological energy whenever conditioned thinking is not
holistically observed and ended, naturally.
Thank
you.
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